how do i do it?

Aug 30, 2010 01:35


i feel like im headed for a break down i dont want olivia to be born... atleast in my belly she is safe... and dealing with what is to come is creeping up to fast this really sucks  
i asked my husband today ... "you think it is hard giving evelynn back to her mom... think about how hard it will be to hand olivia off to a bunch of doctors or even god?" this is horrible. i dont know how to stay strong right now. how do you prepare yourself for something like this?
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