realize
Being in this room has made me realize that this is going to be easy ... if we take it day by day then before we know it nothing can stop us from doing what we want to do. i am not losing faith in myself or you . its just going to be that way. yesterday was horrible but bittersweet. knowing what we would do for happiness makes me happier than i have ever been ... this time around may not have been the best of all best but i have memories that will last me a lifetime and so many countless hours of stolen moments to put a smile on my face. i have no regrets ... this month has taught me so much about myself and what i want and i am thankful for the oppertunity that was given to me.i am thankful for each breakfast shared...every dinner cooked...every restless night. trips late at night the shopping you never had to do, the smiles i got to see.people have done this before and if you want it in your heart then thats the power we need. if you ever need me shut your eyes and think of me. think of the sound of my voice the touch of my hand the smell of my skin and i promise when it feels like you cant take it anymore and the wish and praying hasnt brought me to you ... i will be there right next to you. we have dealt with devistating things in our lives things that we have no control over but we control our hearts ...and mine is waiting ...for you .