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i've been so stressed and anxious about college recently. i handed in my horror-film-synopsis and i got good feedback from my lecturer, but that was only after three days of panic attacks and scratching at my skin and calling david at 2am and saying thats its! i'm never going back to college again!
i'm not happy with the idea, but when am i ever? i'm going to try and work on something else, i think.
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but, on the upside -- london baby! me and david have booked a trip to london in november for a weekend and i'm very excited and today we bought a guide book and i'm going to spend the afternoon making lists and planning everything we can do & see. this will be my first independant holiday - a holiday without my parents, a holiday in which we've organised and paid for everything ourselves. so. *bounces*
i'm also going to rhodes for a week in october, with my parents this time. two weeks tommorow, i think. rhodes is teeming with history and ruins and mythology.
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i went to weightwatchers last night - i lost a pound and a half, with makes it sixteen and a half in total :D
i'm incredibly pleased with the result last night because i had (or thought i had) a terrible week. on saturday night i was crying and tense and stressed about stupid college work so i snuck into the kitchen and binged. eeep. and then i was going to give up and not go back to weightwatchers but then i did, and i'm pleased i did, and today i feel motivated again :)
i'm not happy with the idea, but when am i ever? i'm going to try and work on something else, i think.
.
but, on the upside -- london baby! me and david have booked a trip to london in november for a weekend and i'm very excited and today we bought a guide book and i'm going to spend the afternoon making lists and planning everything we can do & see. this will be my first independant holiday - a holiday without my parents, a holiday in which we've organised and paid for everything ourselves. so. *bounces*
i'm also going to rhodes for a week in october, with my parents this time. two weeks tommorow, i think. rhodes is teeming with history and ruins and mythology.
.
i went to weightwatchers last night - i lost a pound and a half, with makes it sixteen and a half in total :D
i'm incredibly pleased with the result last night because i had (or thought i had) a terrible week. on saturday night i was crying and tense and stressed about stupid college work so i snuck into the kitchen and binged. eeep. and then i was going to give up and not go back to weightwatchers but then i did, and i'm pleased i did, and today i feel motivated again :)