spiderman is having me for dinner tonight

Sep 02, 2006 14:43

I moved in yesterday. It's so good to be back. I miss home already though. I don't think I'll ever be completely happy with my living situation. When I'm home, I wanna be at school. When I'm at school, I wanna be home. Rough. Anyway, the room this year is so much better than last year. Plus, Keri didn't come back so I have the room to myself. For now anyway. It's really big with a little living room and kitchen and we have our own bathroom. So it's all good here. Visitors are more than welcome!!
Last night, me, Tara, and a few other people played beirut in the common room and then we went out and painted the town red for awhile. I was very surprised at my beiruting abilities. I sank a ton of cups. I always thought that I sucked. Oh well. I met a bunch of new people and met up with a bunch of old friends. All was well on September 1st.
Matt came over for a little while last night too. He came by after work, hung out, and then went home around 1. I was wicked tired and gonna just fall asleep but then Tara came by the room and dragged me out again. It was ok, but I think it wasn't worth missing sleep. However, she did have some friends over from high school and they were cool kids. I slept in this morning and felt gross for it. I hate sleeping late. It was like 1:30 by the time I got up. Nasty.
I'm not so sure how I feel about this situation I've got here. Matt is an awesome kid and a total sweetheart. He and I are good together, but he's leaving for Japan for 4 months. Anyway, the problem is that I think that if we stay together while he leaves, that will be a bad decision. But I feel like it's being assumed that when he gets back, we'll automatically be back together. Neither of us knows what can happen over 4 months, especially if he's in another country. I mean, if we get back together, then that's awesome. But if we don't, I don't think that it should be something assumed.
I dunno. I hate to think that this relationship is DOA, but I definitely don't want to force it either. Only time will tell I guess.
Alright, I'm going to the plex with Erin and Tara. No getting fat for me this year!
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