how it happened
Why is it that nothing like a miracle has happened to me...like you know when you meet that special someone...you can just tell...well i met that peson...Lets seefor all of those reading this...this is how it happened!!
7th Grade
Amanda told me she was goin out with Matt Kolano...Really?
I thought you werent allowed to have a bf??
I kant but I wont hug him or anything..so its ok...So really its like ur friends "going out"
yeah basically...thats kinda gay...
Couple days later...
I start talking to Matt
One day he even gave me his # 480-***-****
I called him like everyday...
Than one night we hung up and he gave me a hint that he liked me..thats when I realized OMG i like Matt!!!
Weeks Later....
I go over to Amanda's house....were online...her mom says Manda get in the shower..so she's in there and
Matt gets online..his soccerchamp sn thing
He says Hi...I go Hi Matt...Its Ashley..He says OH HEY...I smile..and say I have to tell you something..
Matt I like you...he just really kool..I'm like yeah..than Amanda comes in and is all like you like matt 2?!?!?!
well thats kinda messed up he's my bf..
more weeks later....
Matt gives Ashlee a note for her to give to Sammy..we read it of course...and it says Sam I wish I was going out with you!! Amanda is such a b****!!
Me and Ashlee of course tell Amanda...
They brake up...
monthslater...
I really reallly like Matt...and he seems like he does too....
so the next day I ask him out and he says I'll tell you later..Amanda gets mad @ me...cuz you cant date ur bff ex bf...I'm like Whatever!
The next day I see him @ skool and he says I'll tell you @ lunch..Later that day I think Ashlee says.....Matt asked Sammi out....after skool...she said yes!!
I'm like what... I asked him out right before I went on the Bus..He walked with me to the bus!
well apparently after that...I start crying...for the whole next pd in class I'm sitting there thinking how could he ask her out!!
Than it turns to anger!!!
3rd pd...
I right the meanest note to him....
and at lunch see him standing in line...I get thenote out...(i still rember this)
He was in line with Alex Mcmillan and Sammi..I walk over there...
"Hey Matt...? Did you forget to tell me something!?!!? O HERE LET ME HELP YOU YOURE GOING OUT WITH SAM!!!!"
I give him the note....well actuallyshove him andpush him with the note...they all stand there looking dumbfounded....I walk away..holding back the tears and happyness...They all read it...none of them talk to me after that....
8th Grade....
Well Matt got back from Polland only to find out Sammi dumped him in an email...well he kalls me andsays sorry for what he did I'm like yeah that was really mean!
Were friends again!
And a few days later he ask me out..Than while were goin out he treats me as one of the boys!
We brake up 3 months later....Only cuz my friends forced me too and anyways he had Justin Dump me first...but whatever!
Than after realizing I still love Matt.. I give him this song...
"Addicted"
I heard you're doing okay
But I want you to know
I'm a dick
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?
I tried to make you happy but you left anyway
I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker
Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still a dick
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?
I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway
How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
And of course we were friends again...and I told him that I cant just be friends with him and he said well you'll have to try:)
and so I did it was really weird cuz we would walk with each other 2 klass and than wanna hung but didnt...and on the day before Spring Break...he was all kan I have a hug cuz I wont see you...so I said yeah than every1 looked @ us like whats goin on...and he was all...and u get a hug and u and u...than i was like the last person to leave so I asked for one more hug!
Oh geez all spring break we talked and talked and talked...
Than skool came arond and rite before I went to 7th pd. He asked me out!!!
Of course I said yes!
and he went to his class and me and nick started to walk to kalss and i was all OMG!!!
than another 3 months was summer...this is where it gets crazzzzzzzzzzzzzy
Well the last day of skool we were gunna go 2 the movies..but he went with Justin...and Didnt kall me to say bye...before he left for Poland...
sOOOOOO in the middle of summer I got his address...and wrote him a letter...but got to chicken to send it...but when he got back...he didnt talk to me soo i told his freind it was over and Matt was "YES!!!!"
I held all of the tears in till i left my house to go to cynthia's than it all came out!!!
so theres thats the story....i know ur prolly like wow thats lame but it still hurt me!!!
7th Grade
Amanda told me she was goin out with Matt Kolano...Really?
I thought you werent allowed to have a bf??
I kant but I wont hug him or anything..so its ok...So really its like ur friends "going out"
yeah basically...thats kinda gay...
Couple days later...
I start talking to Matt
One day he even gave me his # 480-***-****
I called him like everyday...
Than one night we hung up and he gave me a hint that he liked me..thats when I realized OMG i like Matt!!!
Weeks Later....
I go over to Amanda's house....were online...her mom says Manda get in the shower..so she's in there and
Matt gets online..his soccerchamp sn thing
He says Hi...I go Hi Matt...Its Ashley..He says OH HEY...I smile..and say I have to tell you something..
Matt I like you...he just really kool..I'm like yeah..than Amanda comes in and is all like you like matt 2?!?!?!
well thats kinda messed up he's my bf..
more weeks later....
Matt gives Ashlee a note for her to give to Sammy..we read it of course...and it says Sam I wish I was going out with you!! Amanda is such a b****!!
Me and Ashlee of course tell Amanda...
They brake up...
monthslater...
I really reallly like Matt...and he seems like he does too....
so the next day I ask him out and he says I'll tell you later..Amanda gets mad @ me...cuz you cant date ur bff ex bf...I'm like Whatever!
The next day I see him @ skool and he says I'll tell you @ lunch..Later that day I think Ashlee says.....Matt asked Sammi out....after skool...she said yes!!
I'm like what... I asked him out right before I went on the Bus..He walked with me to the bus!
well apparently after that...I start crying...for the whole next pd in class I'm sitting there thinking how could he ask her out!!
Than it turns to anger!!!
3rd pd...
I right the meanest note to him....
and at lunch see him standing in line...I get thenote out...(i still rember this)
He was in line with Alex Mcmillan and Sammi..I walk over there...
"Hey Matt...? Did you forget to tell me something!?!!? O HERE LET ME HELP YOU YOURE GOING OUT WITH SAM!!!!"
I give him the note....well actuallyshove him andpush him with the note...they all stand there looking dumbfounded....I walk away..holding back the tears and happyness...They all read it...none of them talk to me after that....
8th Grade....
Well Matt got back from Polland only to find out Sammi dumped him in an email...well he kalls me andsays sorry for what he did I'm like yeah that was really mean!
Were friends again!
And a few days later he ask me out..Than while were goin out he treats me as one of the boys!
We brake up 3 months later....Only cuz my friends forced me too and anyways he had Justin Dump me first...but whatever!
Than after realizing I still love Matt.. I give him this song...
"Addicted"
I heard you're doing okay
But I want you to know
I'm a dick
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?
I tried to make you happy but you left anyway
I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker
Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still a dick
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?
I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway
How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
And of course we were friends again...and I told him that I cant just be friends with him and he said well you'll have to try:)
and so I did it was really weird cuz we would walk with each other 2 klass and than wanna hung but didnt...and on the day before Spring Break...he was all kan I have a hug cuz I wont see you...so I said yeah than every1 looked @ us like whats goin on...and he was all...and u get a hug and u and u...than i was like the last person to leave so I asked for one more hug!
Oh geez all spring break we talked and talked and talked...
Than skool came arond and rite before I went to 7th pd. He asked me out!!!
Of course I said yes!
and he went to his class and me and nick started to walk to kalss and i was all OMG!!!
than another 3 months was summer...this is where it gets crazzzzzzzzzzzzzy
Well the last day of skool we were gunna go 2 the movies..but he went with Justin...and Didnt kall me to say bye...before he left for Poland...
sOOOOOO in the middle of summer I got his address...and wrote him a letter...but got to chicken to send it...but when he got back...he didnt talk to me soo i told his freind it was over and Matt was "YES!!!!"
I held all of the tears in till i left my house to go to cynthia's than it all came out!!!
so theres thats the story....i know ur prolly like wow thats lame but it still hurt me!!!