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[lattiegirl]

Well I've been doing shitty!!
You ever notice how the whole world falls apart only when you need it to stay toghter...yea my worlds crumbling apart...everything goes good for 1/2 a year than it feels like its back to where i started :( i'm just so lost right now...i dont even know wat to think bout myself anymore

i feel so useless
i feel so unwanted by everyone
i feel like i cant do anything right
i feel like my whole life is worthless
i cant stand to look in the mirror all i see is a failure
i fail at everything in life no matter how hard i try i just fail
i dont want you to have to keep lying to me telling me how "sexy" i am
its a load of shit when anyone says i look pretty i cant stand the way i look

i feel like no one wants me:
as a friend
as a girlfriend
as a sister
as a daughter
as a student
as anything

i just feel dead!