crap!!

Feb 01, 2005 22:22

Everything is such crap right now... I've got one thing to look forward to...oh wait JK that ship has sailed!!!

Yeah i had a chance to make varsity but that was ripped away from me when I got hurt stunting...

Now i've been out of cheer for 3 weeks and cheer ends in 2 weeks but hey Ive got till March 28th to get my backhandspring....oh wait i cant practice that cuz i'm hurt....so yea....my next doctors appointment is
March 14.....yup 2 weeks b4 tryouts and you know wat theyre gunna tell me....
well senario # 1

Okay you need surgry and will be out for Only God knows how long but yea....

and senario # 2

Okay its just a stress fracture.....so ummm stay off ur leg for 3 to 6 more weeks

so if thats the case i will have not done anything to improve my cheer skill for....

A GRAND TOTAL OF........*Drum roll please*
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12 to 15 weeks so i will HOPEFULLY be better by.......April!!!

And to make things even better....
i cant do anything with friends right

Everyone stop being stupid I just wanna go back to 1st grade

so much eaiser yeah
i had my heartbreaks but nothing compares to now
i had my best friends and i thought we'd be there 2gether and face everything....

but times change and i no that but i never relaized i'd have to face the world by myself at age 14

I dont have that one person u kan kall and they automatically know wats wrong with you
I dont have that 1 person u kall and know they will always be there to push you to ask that cute boy to homecoming or to throw ur backhandspring at cheer no matter how scared you are...

that person who wouldnt do drugs because they no it would hurt you cuz u had an uncle O.D on the stupid ass shit...

or that person who saves u a seat at lunch or in class or on the bus....

that 1 person who beats the shit outta the group of guys that kall u skinny.....

I NEED THAT ONE PERSON BUT THEY LEFT ME....

ALL OF THEM

THEY GOT BOYFRIENDS
AND OTHER FRIENDS
OTHER ACTIVITIES
THEY ARE TOO BUSY HANGING OUT WITH THE 2ND PERSON WHO BROKE UR HEART LIKE NOTHING EVER HAPPENED BETWEEN ME AND NESS....

WHY THE HELL CANT I GET ANYTHING RIGHT IN THIS WORLD.....

"You get one glitter of happieness and someone's always there to destroy it!" Finding Neverland ~James

i'm not sure if glitter is the right word or not...lol...oh well
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