Oct 26, 2004 00:15
I have given up and decided to take a temporary respite.
I love my friends at college dearly, but I simply am not emotionally equipped at this point in time to deal with their crises. Yes, crises--plural. Each person has an estimated . . . er, several each.
My estimation skills are not as good as they should be at this stage. Forgive me.
For about three days, I will attempt to deal with other human beings mainly at functions which are social in nature. I will eat breakfast, lunch, and dinner with my friends if they should be eating at the same time I am, and those who attend Coalition for Social Change and Rainbow Alliance meetings will be seeing me there. But I will be trying to divorce myself from them in all other venues for a time so that I can collect myself.
I hope this is effective.
Love to my friends.
Love to Andi, who is my dearest light and joy of being.