May 04, 2014 02:04
Yay me for my first full meal after you. It's kinda ironic that it was with two of YOUR friends, but at this point I'll take whatever help I can get.
I had an "emotional breakdown" today, if you can even call it that, because it was tiny but I did cry for you. It was so small because I don't feel like I've been wronged. You did what you thought you had to do. I feel you treated me unfairly, mind you, but I do believe you when you say you need the space.
You don't know this, but you have a deadline for when you get to come back to me, or be replaced. Because I won't wait for you forever, but I feel like I need to give you the time I believe you deserve to realize you don't have to solve everything all by yourself. If only you'd let me help, I would.
Right now I'm not okay. But I'm getting there. I hope you are too, no matter what.
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