Posession 2/3
Title: Posession
Chapter: 2
Rating: NC-17
Warning: This is my first time at boy/boy, so please be nice. It has some bad language in it....*sigh* I'm worried
I couldn’t force myself out of bed after that for days. The horror scene just kept replaying over and over in my mind. The way Sujin had arched her back and moaned while my dongsaeng thrust wildly inside her…I couldn’t escape the images.
Even worse than that though, was that sometimes when I remembered I felt my lower body begin to stir, looking for attention. It was great. Everything around me had betrayed me, so why shouldn’t my own body too?
I wanted to scream into my pillow until I was hoarse, but just as I was about to do so there was a knock on my door.
‘Go away mom. I told you I was sick.’ Another knock. ‘Mom! I’m sick!’ A third knock. I let out a frustrated groan and angrily got up to answer the door, wondering what made my mom so impatient. I was greeted with a surprise, however, when the person on the other side of the door wasn’t my mother, but instead Sujin and Dongwoon. I tried my hardest to hide the look of horror and disgust that wanted to make its way to my face, but it seemed like Dongwoon saw it anyway. He smirked in my direction and seemed to move closer to Sujin, his arm lightly grazing hers.
‘Oppa, are you really sick?’ Sujin asked, looking worried. She moved her hand to feel my forehead for signs of a fever, and without even realizing it I jerked back from her touch. She stood there shocked, looking like I had just slapped her hand away.
‘Ung.’ I replied, making my way back into my room and to my bed. I didn’t invite them in, but they followed me anyway.
The more I looked at them, the more I felt the knot in my stomach tighten. It was sickening. How could they even look me in the face, let alone pretend that nothing had happened? How long had this been going on?? Were they always doing this behind my back? Who started it? How…how could they do that to me?
My head was swimming from all the questions buzzing around inside it, and I suddenly felt dizzy. That added on top of my already knotted stomach made me feel actually sick. I got out of bed and ran from the room, going to the bathroom, needing to escape the room and those monsters so that I could breathe again.
‘I’ll make sure he’s ok.’ I heard Dongwoon’s deep voice follow after me as I made my way down the hallway.
I leaned my head back against the bathroom door with a soft thud, taking deep breaths as though I had been smothering. He didn’t even bother knocking…just shoved his way into the bathroom behind me.
‘Ya! What do yo-‘ I started, but was silenced when he grabbed my wrists, pushing my back against the door behind us and pressing his body against mine.
‘I know you saw us the other day, hyung.’ He whispered, his breath hot on my ear. I gulped, trying to slow my heart down. It was beating too much for the situation I was in.
‘Yeah, I did.’ I admitted, turning my head away from his and trying to fight the tears that threatened to spill out. ‘How could you? I thought you were my friend…’
He laughed. It was so cold it gave me chills.
‘I just gave her what you weren’t, hyung. Isn’t that what friends do? Make sure their girlfriends don’t leave them?’ He grabbed me by my chin, turning my head to where it was facing his and holding it in place there. ‘Besides…’ His other hand trailed down my stomach and made it’s way under my sweat pants, palming my growing erection. My eyes grew wide with shock at what was happening, and I made to push him off me, but he removed his hand from my face and used it to pin my arms above my head.
‘Did you forget already hyung?’ I stilled, realizing that he had remembered me all along. He leaned forward and licked my neck before gently biting it, then made his way up to my ear. ‘You belong to me.’ I shivered from the assertive tone of his voice, and even though my mind said this entire situation was wrong, everything in my body screamed about how right it felt.
‘That means everything of yours is mine-including that little bitch.’ He spat out. He gave my cock a slight squeeze, making a soft moan escape from my lips. He groaned at the sound and pressed himself forward, attacking my lips.
I’d never been kissed like that before. It was as if I could feel all his desire, his need for me, through his kiss. He attacked my mouth, shoving his tongue inside and fighting my tongue with his. He groaned again, pressing his body further against me and moving his hand against my still hardening erection.
He finally caught himself and pulled back with a grunt, biting my lower lip as he did. He released me completely and let me collapse to the ground, my mind and body in too much shock to even begin processing what had just happened.
He brought the offending hand up to his mouth, flicking his tongue out to slowly lick the drop of precum he had stolen from his finger.
‘Mmmm.’ He practically sighed, tasting me. ‘Why does everything on you taste so fucking sweet?? It’s addicting.’ His eyes darkened as he looked down at me clutching my knees to my chin and looking up at him, both worried and excited at what his next move would be. ‘That’s it for today. But when you want more,’ he lowered himself down to my level. ‘And believe me, you will want more, just come to me anytime,’ he said tracing his fingers along my lips. He looked like he didn’t want to end there, but he didn’t want to force me to do anything I didn’t want to do either. With that, he pulled the door open, practically pushing me over from the sudden force, and made his way out. I could hear his footsteps fall down the stairs and could almost feel Sujin’s curiosity at why he was leaving without her.
I made up my mind right there what I was going to do. I exited the bathroom and went back to my room, locking the door behind me.
‘Oppa, where did Dongwoon-oppa go?’ She tilted her head in curiosity, and then widened her eyes when she noticed the look on my face. I descended on her where she was sitting on the bed, taking her face between my hands and reenacting the kiss I had just been given in the bathroom. When I closed my eyes it was Dongwoon’s face who flashed before them, not Sujin’s. He had lit a fire inside me, and I had no idea how to go about putting it out.
Sujin broke from our kiss, gasping for breath. ‘Oppa~’ She moaned, her eyes glazing over, and the scene I had witnessed from the other day played out in my mind once again. I groaned.
‘Sujin, suck it.’
‘What?’ She asked, clearly taken aback by my boldness.
‘Mmmm, suck me.’ Her eyes seemed to light up, as if a switch that had been waiting to be turned on was suddenly flipped. She crawled over to me on the other end of the bed, pulling my pants down slightly and freeing my still hard cock. She looked at it for a moment, taking in the sight for the first time before she leaned forward and kissed the tip, making me lean my head back from the touch.
She swallowed me completely and I groaned from the foreign feeling, knotting my hands through her hair. It felt amazing. I closed my eyes as she continued, licking and sucking and everything in between. Dongwoon’s face swam before my eyes again…his expression as he had thrust inside her, the way he groaned when he heard my moans, the look of pleasure that crossed his face as he tasted me-I couldn’t help myself.
I grabbed two fistfuls of Sujin’s hair and used it to thrust myself into the back of her throat. She gagged around me, but that didn’t stop me. I continued to savagely thrust into her mouth until I felt the muscles in my stomach begin to tighten and knew what was coming next. I shoved myself as far back into her throat as I could and then came, wave after wave spilling forth into her mouth.
When it was over I sat back, pulling up my pants and scooting further back onto the bed. Sujin sat there for a moment before she looked up at me, her eyes ablaze. She smacked me on the arm.
‘That was too rough! Damn oppa…next time at least tell me when you’re going to come! I thought I was going to choke to death.’ She wiped her mouth and got up to look into the mirror and straighten her hair. I couldn’t even stand the sight of her at this point. She was too used to this. Too tainted. I didn’t even know by who. I didn’t want to know. If she could do what she did with Dongwoon, with one of my good friends, who wouldn’t she do it with?
‘Are you happy now Sujin?’ I asked her as flatly as I could. She turned around, finally sensing my mood.
‘What do you mean oppa?’ Her eyes started to look worried, and I rejoiced a little on the inside, wanting to make her feel as uncomfortable as possible.
‘I mean, isn’t this what you wanted all along? Weren’t you stringing me along just for this?’ I accused. I could see the ‘no’ already forming on her lips when I interrupted. ‘Ah! My bad. You were probably waiting for the real thing. You wanted me to fuck you?’ She was stunned silent, too taken aback to even bother denying. I got up from where I was sitting and walked over to her, stopping directly in front of her. She looked terrified of what I would do or say next. I surprised her. I leaned forward and gently kissed her on the forehead.
‘I’m too good for you Sujin. You don’t deserve me, and I sure as hell deserve someone a lot better than you, and you know that.’ She looked at me, her brows furrowing together and tears forming in her eyes, but she didn’t say a word. She couldn’t. I was right.
‘Now get out. I don’t want to see you anymore.’
She didn’t ask for an explanation. Maybe inside her she already knew that I knew about her. Once you see the darkness in someone it’s impossible to see them in the same light as you did before. She didn’t let me see her cry. I’ll give her credit for that.
Now that that was done, I needed to decide how to make my next move. The one that had been decided 7 years ago, and that had been building up since that day. It scared the hell out of me, but I couldn’t wait for it.
Chapter: 2
Rating: NC-17
Warning: This is my first time at boy/boy, so please be nice. It has some bad language in it....*sigh* I'm worried
I couldn’t force myself out of bed after that for days. The horror scene just kept replaying over and over in my mind. The way Sujin had arched her back and moaned while my dongsaeng thrust wildly inside her…I couldn’t escape the images.
Even worse than that though, was that sometimes when I remembered I felt my lower body begin to stir, looking for attention. It was great. Everything around me had betrayed me, so why shouldn’t my own body too?
I wanted to scream into my pillow until I was hoarse, but just as I was about to do so there was a knock on my door.
‘Go away mom. I told you I was sick.’ Another knock. ‘Mom! I’m sick!’ A third knock. I let out a frustrated groan and angrily got up to answer the door, wondering what made my mom so impatient. I was greeted with a surprise, however, when the person on the other side of the door wasn’t my mother, but instead Sujin and Dongwoon. I tried my hardest to hide the look of horror and disgust that wanted to make its way to my face, but it seemed like Dongwoon saw it anyway. He smirked in my direction and seemed to move closer to Sujin, his arm lightly grazing hers.
‘Oppa, are you really sick?’ Sujin asked, looking worried. She moved her hand to feel my forehead for signs of a fever, and without even realizing it I jerked back from her touch. She stood there shocked, looking like I had just slapped her hand away.
‘Ung.’ I replied, making my way back into my room and to my bed. I didn’t invite them in, but they followed me anyway.
The more I looked at them, the more I felt the knot in my stomach tighten. It was sickening. How could they even look me in the face, let alone pretend that nothing had happened? How long had this been going on?? Were they always doing this behind my back? Who started it? How…how could they do that to me?
My head was swimming from all the questions buzzing around inside it, and I suddenly felt dizzy. That added on top of my already knotted stomach made me feel actually sick. I got out of bed and ran from the room, going to the bathroom, needing to escape the room and those monsters so that I could breathe again.
‘I’ll make sure he’s ok.’ I heard Dongwoon’s deep voice follow after me as I made my way down the hallway.
I leaned my head back against the bathroom door with a soft thud, taking deep breaths as though I had been smothering. He didn’t even bother knocking…just shoved his way into the bathroom behind me.
‘Ya! What do yo-‘ I started, but was silenced when he grabbed my wrists, pushing my back against the door behind us and pressing his body against mine.
‘I know you saw us the other day, hyung.’ He whispered, his breath hot on my ear. I gulped, trying to slow my heart down. It was beating too much for the situation I was in.
‘Yeah, I did.’ I admitted, turning my head away from his and trying to fight the tears that threatened to spill out. ‘How could you? I thought you were my friend…’
He laughed. It was so cold it gave me chills.
‘I just gave her what you weren’t, hyung. Isn’t that what friends do? Make sure their girlfriends don’t leave them?’ He grabbed me by my chin, turning my head to where it was facing his and holding it in place there. ‘Besides…’ His other hand trailed down my stomach and made it’s way under my sweat pants, palming my growing erection. My eyes grew wide with shock at what was happening, and I made to push him off me, but he removed his hand from my face and used it to pin my arms above my head.
‘Did you forget already hyung?’ I stilled, realizing that he had remembered me all along. He leaned forward and licked my neck before gently biting it, then made his way up to my ear. ‘You belong to me.’ I shivered from the assertive tone of his voice, and even though my mind said this entire situation was wrong, everything in my body screamed about how right it felt.
‘That means everything of yours is mine-including that little bitch.’ He spat out. He gave my cock a slight squeeze, making a soft moan escape from my lips. He groaned at the sound and pressed himself forward, attacking my lips.
I’d never been kissed like that before. It was as if I could feel all his desire, his need for me, through his kiss. He attacked my mouth, shoving his tongue inside and fighting my tongue with his. He groaned again, pressing his body further against me and moving his hand against my still hardening erection.
He finally caught himself and pulled back with a grunt, biting my lower lip as he did. He released me completely and let me collapse to the ground, my mind and body in too much shock to even begin processing what had just happened.
He brought the offending hand up to his mouth, flicking his tongue out to slowly lick the drop of precum he had stolen from his finger.
‘Mmmm.’ He practically sighed, tasting me. ‘Why does everything on you taste so fucking sweet?? It’s addicting.’ His eyes darkened as he looked down at me clutching my knees to my chin and looking up at him, both worried and excited at what his next move would be. ‘That’s it for today. But when you want more,’ he lowered himself down to my level. ‘And believe me, you will want more, just come to me anytime,’ he said tracing his fingers along my lips. He looked like he didn’t want to end there, but he didn’t want to force me to do anything I didn’t want to do either. With that, he pulled the door open, practically pushing me over from the sudden force, and made his way out. I could hear his footsteps fall down the stairs and could almost feel Sujin’s curiosity at why he was leaving without her.
I made up my mind right there what I was going to do. I exited the bathroom and went back to my room, locking the door behind me.
‘Oppa, where did Dongwoon-oppa go?’ She tilted her head in curiosity, and then widened her eyes when she noticed the look on my face. I descended on her where she was sitting on the bed, taking her face between my hands and reenacting the kiss I had just been given in the bathroom. When I closed my eyes it was Dongwoon’s face who flashed before them, not Sujin’s. He had lit a fire inside me, and I had no idea how to go about putting it out.
Sujin broke from our kiss, gasping for breath. ‘Oppa~’ She moaned, her eyes glazing over, and the scene I had witnessed from the other day played out in my mind once again. I groaned.
‘Sujin, suck it.’
‘What?’ She asked, clearly taken aback by my boldness.
‘Mmmm, suck me.’ Her eyes seemed to light up, as if a switch that had been waiting to be turned on was suddenly flipped. She crawled over to me on the other end of the bed, pulling my pants down slightly and freeing my still hard cock. She looked at it for a moment, taking in the sight for the first time before she leaned forward and kissed the tip, making me lean my head back from the touch.
She swallowed me completely and I groaned from the foreign feeling, knotting my hands through her hair. It felt amazing. I closed my eyes as she continued, licking and sucking and everything in between. Dongwoon’s face swam before my eyes again…his expression as he had thrust inside her, the way he groaned when he heard my moans, the look of pleasure that crossed his face as he tasted me-I couldn’t help myself.
I grabbed two fistfuls of Sujin’s hair and used it to thrust myself into the back of her throat. She gagged around me, but that didn’t stop me. I continued to savagely thrust into her mouth until I felt the muscles in my stomach begin to tighten and knew what was coming next. I shoved myself as far back into her throat as I could and then came, wave after wave spilling forth into her mouth.
When it was over I sat back, pulling up my pants and scooting further back onto the bed. Sujin sat there for a moment before she looked up at me, her eyes ablaze. She smacked me on the arm.
‘That was too rough! Damn oppa…next time at least tell me when you’re going to come! I thought I was going to choke to death.’ She wiped her mouth and got up to look into the mirror and straighten her hair. I couldn’t even stand the sight of her at this point. She was too used to this. Too tainted. I didn’t even know by who. I didn’t want to know. If she could do what she did with Dongwoon, with one of my good friends, who wouldn’t she do it with?
‘Are you happy now Sujin?’ I asked her as flatly as I could. She turned around, finally sensing my mood.
‘What do you mean oppa?’ Her eyes started to look worried, and I rejoiced a little on the inside, wanting to make her feel as uncomfortable as possible.
‘I mean, isn’t this what you wanted all along? Weren’t you stringing me along just for this?’ I accused. I could see the ‘no’ already forming on her lips when I interrupted. ‘Ah! My bad. You were probably waiting for the real thing. You wanted me to fuck you?’ She was stunned silent, too taken aback to even bother denying. I got up from where I was sitting and walked over to her, stopping directly in front of her. She looked terrified of what I would do or say next. I surprised her. I leaned forward and gently kissed her on the forehead.
‘I’m too good for you Sujin. You don’t deserve me, and I sure as hell deserve someone a lot better than you, and you know that.’ She looked at me, her brows furrowing together and tears forming in her eyes, but she didn’t say a word. She couldn’t. I was right.
‘Now get out. I don’t want to see you anymore.’
She didn’t ask for an explanation. Maybe inside her she already knew that I knew about her. Once you see the darkness in someone it’s impossible to see them in the same light as you did before. She didn’t let me see her cry. I’ll give her credit for that.
Now that that was done, I needed to decide how to make my next move. The one that had been decided 7 years ago, and that had been building up since that day. It scared the hell out of me, but I couldn’t wait for it.