Moping...

Mar 07, 2006 22:26

I'm so bored right now. I'm fed up with working, I would really really really love a holiday. Just a weekend away would be lovely. If I could I'd jet off down to Sydney the weekend after next and see Midnight Swim on the 17th and the 19th. But that's unlikely to come about. I could get the time off easily and money isn't an issue really, and I have my credit card... oh I just talked myself out of it and now I'm talking myself back in, lol. It's a bad idea, I'm sure of it. It's crazy and I don't feel like doing crazy on my own right now.

Really I just need someone to take me out and do something crazy with me. The last crazy thing I did was technically not physically on my own, but it wasn't with someone either and I can't mention it here because it's naughty and I don't know who reads this and I wouldn't want to incriminate myself... lmao, so you can all just wonder what on earth I've got up to (unless you already know, of course...). But if you don't know and you're imagining, I bet you're imagining wrong ;)

Anyway I had fun, but it was weeks ago now, and now I'm bored again. It's like I'm filled by this ennui that I'm trying to relieve with some reckless entertainment, but that only lasts a short while before everything becomes tedious and appalling.

I hope I just need some company on a impulsive lark and a hug. This mood is pathetic.
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