A little worried.....
So I spent a lot on Christmas and myself this past month. Not good. I had to transfer more funds from my savings to my checking. Granted I still have a lot of money in my savings account....I don't have nearly as much as I used to. I am such a stresser when it comes to money and I was frivolous. Being frivolous with money is not something I do....AT ALL....and I was. I don't like it. I mean....I totally splurged on something for myself. I DID get really nice gifts for people but I also got myself some stuff. And because I didn't write everything down automatically, like I used to, my bank book is 18.50 lower than my statement....I will have to go back and look at all of my account history and see where I went wrong. I still have gifts to buy too. Goddamnit it stresses me out so bad. Damnit damnit damnit.
Well, now I am all on edge at work. I feel so irresponsible. And I know that I am much more responsible than a lot of people my age....but still. I am so mad at myself. One of the most frustrating parts is that it is completely my fault. AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!
I need to just not spend anything anymore. No more. Just gas. Thats it.
Completely unrelated note: Stop thinking that.
My self confidence is starting to increase. I just have to stop kicking myself for being so lame. Jesus.
I am starting to get uneasy about friendships. I am starting to assume that people are mad at me or don't want to hang out with me....I hate when I get this way. I need to snap out of it.
If anyone works in an office or office environment, I highly suggest getting some sort of piercing. The reactions are priceless. All of the older women attempting to look pleased with the stud in your face....hilarity. And then the reaction of the johovah's witness....hilarious once again. And not to mention the born again christian....continued hilarity. I am not making bold statements that are anti-religion....I'm pointing out their level of conservative-ness; very high. I really like it and that is all that matters.
My Female Romance Astrological Forecast on Yahoo.com said that I would get a date tonight. That is a pretty bold statement for a horoscope to make. They are never that specific. You can't interpret that in your own way. Getting a date is getting a date. I can't beleive they are going to be wrong. I had so much blind faith in my yahoo astrological forecast.....well, not faith...I was always able to twist the prediction to fit my life. If this date thing happens...I dont even know. That would be uncanny.
Looks like my one christmas wish is not going to happen. The snow at Disneyland will have to wait until next year......
NOSE PIERCED
BECCA
Well, now I am all on edge at work. I feel so irresponsible. And I know that I am much more responsible than a lot of people my age....but still. I am so mad at myself. One of the most frustrating parts is that it is completely my fault. AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!
I need to just not spend anything anymore. No more. Just gas. Thats it.
Completely unrelated note: Stop thinking that.
My self confidence is starting to increase. I just have to stop kicking myself for being so lame. Jesus.
I am starting to get uneasy about friendships. I am starting to assume that people are mad at me or don't want to hang out with me....I hate when I get this way. I need to snap out of it.
If anyone works in an office or office environment, I highly suggest getting some sort of piercing. The reactions are priceless. All of the older women attempting to look pleased with the stud in your face....hilarity. And then the reaction of the johovah's witness....hilarious once again. And not to mention the born again christian....continued hilarity. I am not making bold statements that are anti-religion....I'm pointing out their level of conservative-ness; very high. I really like it and that is all that matters.
My Female Romance Astrological Forecast on Yahoo.com said that I would get a date tonight. That is a pretty bold statement for a horoscope to make. They are never that specific. You can't interpret that in your own way. Getting a date is getting a date. I can't beleive they are going to be wrong. I had so much blind faith in my yahoo astrological forecast.....well, not faith...I was always able to twist the prediction to fit my life. If this date thing happens...I dont even know. That would be uncanny.
Looks like my one christmas wish is not going to happen. The snow at Disneyland will have to wait until next year......
NOSE PIERCED
BECCA