I don't want a shadow, I want complete and total darkness

Aug 08, 2006 00:08

in an instant your world can be gone, or at least everything you knew or hoped for.
waiting on nothing, expecting everything
living a lie created by urself to make life simple
only unknowingly complicating it in the long run
suddenly falling back into a stage of complete innocense and helplesness.

maybe good things have to pass quickly, come and go and leave us with the belief for futhur joy, if we are able to live through the falling defeat.
for maybe no one is allowed to be happy without fault or pain.
An anxious desire constantly greeds more after sampling what is given to us instead of appreciating the concept of precious time

Its astounding how instanteous your eyes can close and reopen with a brand new view on the world and your misshapen surroundings.

If i were to leave tomorrow
If i escaped before the dawn at least i could say there was a time in my life when i was truely blessed and completley satisfied with all i was given. A positive mix of ignorance and optimism. A state of euphoria, complete bliss and contentment. I wouldn't change a thing.

Maybe death is just a passing into greatness and freedom. They say the greatest tragedy is not your death but a life that has no purpose or reason of being. Once all is completed and emotions fulfilled...

You can fantasize drama all you wish, revaluate scenarios across your mind of what could or may occur in order to feel something, get a thrill perhaps, cause isn't that what were here for???

You can't weep over thoughts and possibilites, you can't smile with only hopes and dreams. The only way to feel something and understand its powerful meaning is to live it out.

problems can only be pushed aside temporarily
eventually everything that matters catches up with you in the end
its how and if your able to handle it that determines whether or not you keep going on.....
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