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uhm..yea..upset..upset alot..ive decided..nothing is worth it..YOU ARE NOT WORTH IT..dont talk to me..dont try to call me..dont show up at my door or window..dont comment here..dont comment other places..dont have people talk to me..dont say hi to me at shows or parties..dont do anything..it will make it easier to accept..because uve hurt me more than any other person in my short history of a life..and im done with you..im done with everything you did to me..i hate you, completley and utterly...maybe see u in, wait no, i dont ever want to see you again..not today..not in the future..nevereverevereverever..thank you..and you know who im talking about..also..dont leave anonymous comments either..me crying right now as im writing this will be the last, i wont cry about you, towards you, near you, about you any longer..i hate crying about you IHATEYOUSOFUCKING MUCH..i want to go backward those 4 fucking years to before i met you in that hall way and saw u smile, and before you made ur mistakes and before everything and ugh, i can get past EVERYTHING except you..i HATE dwelling on stuff..but your the only one that is repeated in my head over and over..way to fuck me up for good..way to go..thanks, thanks a lot.
god i hate crying.
you are my newest topic number..one is my father..you are now number 2..waytomakethelist, ihopeyourhappy.
god i hate crying.
you are my newest topic number..one is my father..you are now number 2..waytomakethelist, ihopeyourhappy.