Jun 18, 2007 23:38
holy crap, i totally forgot about livejournal, but i have to admit facebook and myspace have been controlling my weblife the majority of the time!
so man, where do i begin..... a lot has happened this past two years since i really used this nifty little thing constantly. I was looking at my calendar and i cant believe how many course of events have occured since 2003. And now i'm 20 and soon to be 21. I currently reside in jax, but over the years lakeland has grown alot, as i was getting older i started to appriciate some of the town's aspects. I realized that when i was young and living in lakeland, i never took the time and realized what good that little hicktown did for me. You think its boring at the time but after 2 years you come back live there for almost 2 months and realized that a lot was taken fo granted. Yes it remains small, and yes you do get bored, but i realized the incidents that i encountered while living helped me become the person i am today. So i just wanted to get this outta my mind that i miss all of you in lakeland and i had a blast for the first time there in awhile.
So i dont live at the unf dorms anymore and currently live in an apartment with my buddies and one of their girlfriends, and i have to say this has been the most balanced, convinient set of living since ive been in jax. if you ever in town comon over......our placed is huge.......just dont mooch off for too long!
School is going well, and since going to school here, ive realized that the job opportunity is great here. Hopefully i'll get this intership job at the clearchannel here in jax (clearchannel owns the majority of radio stations around the country excluding the satellite ones). Even better, i could probably get a job there before the intership. Speaking of jobs, believe it or not i still work for publix(5 years now i know what your thinking "what the hell are you still doing there?"), well this past 4 years ive now worked for 4 different store, each with their own pros and cons, and i ive gotta say even though the company doesnt really benefit part time workers like my self, ive learned a lot, such as leadership skills, constant "BS", and the usual crap customers will expect from companies such as publix. And let me tell you, the older and longer ive stay with the company, ive realized how hectic and even stressful things might get in the future! But ive realized that i'm ready for it, because to succeed, you have to fall, and from that failure or defeat, your rebound, shape up, and comeback even stronger!
My family has grown a lot to, sebas is back in school, kev is about to start college at ucf and adrian is becoming a doctor by attending yale medical school, i'm so proud of them. Hopefully when we have our own families, we'll look back at all the good times weve had and continue to the same 4 goofy mora bros. Mom and dad are doing good too, i look back and i know that ive put them in tough situations at times, from my misbehaving days as a kid, to the drinking accident i had last year which by the way mom still cries over, i could never stop thanking and loving my parents for what they've done for me.
As for my status, currently i'm just the regular flirt ive always been, just enjoying the greats of been a young man in his 20's living what wonders this life has to offer. Ive met a lot of women this past 4 years and i gotta tell you, angelo still has a lotta learning to do, now at the same ive come to understand a female's perspective in a lot of things so i guess its a good learning experience. I dont really plan on dating seriously anytime soon maybe until my last year in college or until someone comes into my life thats really special...we'll see until then just doing flirtatious fun single thing, it isnt too shabby, though someone would be nice....blah!
so lastly, i like to end this i guess long-awaited post in a subject ive had in my mind here and then....death! no no not the emo suicidal type, more like the spiritually and also those from friends and family. You know its weird, but if you my friend and one of your relatives pass away, i cant help but to feel really sad and touched. This past 4 years ive attended 2 funeral and one showing......and man death is def an experience that makes you view life in different perspectives. Also, i think of my grandpa who resides in ecuador and think about all of the things he's encountered his entire life! But heres the thing with him hes been living a full life, so in that matter i believe that he lived a good life. Yes he went through the good and the bad, but if you dont go through that you cant really say youve lived a full happy successful life. Which brings me to my next matter of this subject...me, recently ive had dreams yet also nightmares of me either dead or losing close friends and family. I ponder here and there and try to imagine how it would be if something happen to me, will i be missed, will i not be, would anyones' life change, what would my family think, will i leave a family of my own....weird huh? But i dont do this outta pity, i do it out of thinking towards the future....think about it, one second your on top of the world...and the next your life could be in jeapordy. Whatever the case is ive realized the following.....live life to its fullest, never look back, and live it like tomorrow could be your last day! i plan to continue that lifestyle..... =)
so with that in mind, i'm done rambling, maybe for those who still have lj will read this, maybe not, but i know now why i started using this thing and its great way to express inner thoughts and emotions when crammed inside your head!
till next time....when ever that will be!
"i start again, and what ever pain may come, today this ends, forgiving what i've done"