so..............
heres the deal if we wont talk about it then i'm not gonna force any conversations. I've tried in more than one occassion to reach out to you, but i guess it didnt work. See, remember how we were both talking and agreed that we both have grown up a bit. Well that's why its disappointing to know you rather not talk things out. We're 23 now...not 19, therefore I'm telling you now you can talk to me about everything and anything. Here's the truth, the last thing I wanted to do is make you feel weird and awkward, and when I got your txt telling me that's how you were feeling, I felt like I failed you. I had that same nausciating feeling like when we broke up. That's why I tried to communicate instead of letting things just be because it tends to bother me when nothing is settled. I admit, I was a bit physical that night and I am really sorry for that. But wasnt the date itself wonderful? Well at least I thought so. I hope this isnt true, but I now feel like that night I was just some date and that was it for some reason. I mean, when we were been truthful to each other, did you mean it cause I know I did? Regardless of what happened you're still special to me, and I guess even though there will be a lack of communication between us once again, I guess if you're ever down and just need someone to talk to or are in some kind of trouble, I'm always glad to help. Just if you ever have something that's in your mind and I was part of it i rather be adults and talk about it, because without communication friendships or even other relationships don't last. I guess talk to me when your ready.... take care and much love! till next time =)
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