first time in a while

[latindude286]

i cried for the first time tonight.....the first in a very long time.....i dont know why this hurts.....maybe cause the effort i actually put in.......its not only that, its a combination of a lot of things, like my friends suffering, my roommate's grandparents dying, like the fact that things have been tough, the economy, the raciscim we have in this country, the fact that my father has so much pried....but i know he's hurting somewhere in the inside, the fact that some of my closest friends are leaving, the fact that one of the feeling i have inside i cant make it come out and be honest, its just everything.........the first in a long time....i guess i been meaning to let this anger/sadness/confusion out!!!

"all ive got is what you didnt take...."

today monday 11/24/08 was not a good day..........................

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just a nice laugh would make all the difference in the world!