here i am....back
It's weird one moment i'm back to my daily routine without thinking of you and or seeing you.....and now look at us....once again were talking....
funny i dont understand this nor myself....the fact we keep conversing when knowing i'm against the whole "dont talk to your ex" thing.....its hard to actually go through with when it comes to you....ive never had a problem such as this with other ex's but you....
i mean really you must tell me what you really think or want from me.....truth to be told i heard this the other day and i thought of us...."there arent any magical fixes...its all up to you".....i dont know why but i thought about it and pertain to a lot of things about us.....will we ever have a normal friendship? is there even a friendship? is there more than mutual feelings again? do you still care or think here and there?.....
I dont know we'll see but like my previous entry....the stuff that i left you...it was a symbolisim of a side of me that hasnt been exposed as of lately, and that would my side of kindness with a mix of friendship and somewhat romantic.....and yes i still dont know why out of all people i choose you....maybe the fact that well a lot of those characteristics where brought out whenever we hung out or talked.......
I talked to chase and well we both agreed that single life is fun....but there comes a time when a man, such as myself, needs to release a side as the one i explained above.....
Though....no matter what whether we're friends, or lovers, or even just mutual people .....I will always have this uncanny(sp) appreciation for everything you've done for me.....i fell as of today my persona has improved to another level, one that i give you credit for.....
Much Love M.J.P
-Angelo
funny i dont understand this nor myself....the fact we keep conversing when knowing i'm against the whole "dont talk to your ex" thing.....its hard to actually go through with when it comes to you....ive never had a problem such as this with other ex's but you....
i mean really you must tell me what you really think or want from me.....truth to be told i heard this the other day and i thought of us...."there arent any magical fixes...its all up to you".....i dont know why but i thought about it and pertain to a lot of things about us.....will we ever have a normal friendship? is there even a friendship? is there more than mutual feelings again? do you still care or think here and there?.....
I dont know we'll see but like my previous entry....the stuff that i left you...it was a symbolisim of a side of me that hasnt been exposed as of lately, and that would my side of kindness with a mix of friendship and somewhat romantic.....and yes i still dont know why out of all people i choose you....maybe the fact that well a lot of those characteristics where brought out whenever we hung out or talked.......
I talked to chase and well we both agreed that single life is fun....but there comes a time when a man, such as myself, needs to release a side as the one i explained above.....
Though....no matter what whether we're friends, or lovers, or even just mutual people .....I will always have this uncanny(sp) appreciation for everything you've done for me.....i fell as of today my persona has improved to another level, one that i give you credit for.....
Much Love M.J.P
-Angelo