just needs to be said....
I dont understand how an old ex can randomly show up in your life again...........At first it was casual, but after the both us got talking, it "seemed" like there was still something there. So with that i went with it. At first things were going great.....Though i guess things never changed. While i was on vacation, you kept letting me know how much you missed me and wanted to see me. I took all feedback and felt comfortable...again. Then when you told me friday you wanted hang out, what you didnt know is i was trying my hardest to reschedule everything just so i can be with you that night. So i did that...only to be informed that you had to cancel again since you "already" made plans....
Here's my problem, you dont text or call someone while their own vacation and tell them how "much" you missed them and then not actually follow with that idea. In the real world, that's called playing with someone's feelings. But not only that, remember when we were discussing on why the world we ended our relationship in the first place...well this very incident actually reminded me of that reason(s). I wanted off due to the undecisive, unreliable, and lack of effort from your part. Really, this incident made me realize it. It's funny not only that but if you must know this has been in the back of my head but since i thought we were good i let it go.......after we broke up yeah i missed you and stuff, but the hardest part was not the relationship itself, it was the fact that a lot of individuals informed me that you went back to your ex's. Here's the irony of the story, i actually defended you and told them if it makes you happy then cool. But now after all this....i wonder....am i part of this "ex" pattern in which you've falled back on... i dont know and quite frankly it doesnt matter. See my policy on ex's was to cut ties of communication, but when you came around just recently, for the first time ever i made an exception....and what happened i got stood up not once but twiced....
So finally i'm not really mad at you nor dislike you cause this incident like i said made me realize somethings. I will still care and hope for the best for you, but when it comes to speaking terms....maybe it isnt a good idea.....
boy it's relieving to speak your mind....
Here's my problem, you dont text or call someone while their own vacation and tell them how "much" you missed them and then not actually follow with that idea. In the real world, that's called playing with someone's feelings. But not only that, remember when we were discussing on why the world we ended our relationship in the first place...well this very incident actually reminded me of that reason(s). I wanted off due to the undecisive, unreliable, and lack of effort from your part. Really, this incident made me realize it. It's funny not only that but if you must know this has been in the back of my head but since i thought we were good i let it go.......after we broke up yeah i missed you and stuff, but the hardest part was not the relationship itself, it was the fact that a lot of individuals informed me that you went back to your ex's. Here's the irony of the story, i actually defended you and told them if it makes you happy then cool. But now after all this....i wonder....am i part of this "ex" pattern in which you've falled back on... i dont know and quite frankly it doesnt matter. See my policy on ex's was to cut ties of communication, but when you came around just recently, for the first time ever i made an exception....and what happened i got stood up not once but twiced....
So finally i'm not really mad at you nor dislike you cause this incident like i said made me realize somethings. I will still care and hope for the best for you, but when it comes to speaking terms....maybe it isnt a good idea.....
boy it's relieving to speak your mind....