bad day
hey everyone, i havent updated in a while b/c my comp. @ home is being mondo gay and wont let me do anything. anyways...so i got my dress for winterfest, its so gorgeous! its dark bue and strapless. i need to go get shoes tho. jakes supposed to take me to the mall tomorrow but he was being kinda mean on the phone last night, so idk if hes going to. he said he wasnt going to, but idk if he was serious or not. after i got off the phone last night i was really upset and almost cried, it wasnt good. he was just acting so wierd and not at all like himself. then all day today hes been kinda neglesting me and stuff. he wont let me hug him or kiss him or anything. (but hes sick and never lets me kiss him when hes sick.) but hes been acting wierd today and its freakin me out. i hope he doesnt have a reason for acting so wierd (like breaking up). i really dont want to and i hope he doesnt either. that would suck so bad. i would prolly be equally as bummed, if not more, as i was last year (we all remember that, not good). im just trying to sit back and let him get over whatever's going on with him right now. he said hes just tired and doesnt feel good, but idk. i hope thats all it is. lindsay said hes pmsing, but i dont think so. maybe im being overly emotional and over analysing stuff. (fyi: my tummy really hurts b/c im on my period), g2g.