I AM still the same
It's funny I haven't really changed much. I am still the same erratic person I was 4 years ago. I am so happy one day and blurting my emotions of confusion the next. One day I know what I want, the next day I'm so far from even knowing it feels like I'm running in a hamster wheel oh so eager to get to where I'm going. I can at least admit the confusion when I'm so far away from it. However when I know what I want and where I'm going I am so blind from reaching to grasp it i forget that it will be so far from me again. I guess that only makes me human, and it makes me who I am. It makes me a 23 year old still trying to get her life together. Trying to decided where and what i want to be doing for my lifetime. Honestly all I want is to be happy, probably what everyone else wants. sounds so simple... but what makes YOU happy?
I Read through my journal, and i noticed there was a time i was so much more optimistic. I am an optimistic person but i feel like I've lost a lot of that. I have been broken by life, experiences and consequences. I am working on being fixed everyday, but being broken is apart of the things that make me me. Everyones a little bit broken. but I'm done with my emo talk. Adios
I Read through my journal, and i noticed there was a time i was so much more optimistic. I am an optimistic person but i feel like I've lost a lot of that. I have been broken by life, experiences and consequences. I am working on being fixed everyday, but being broken is apart of the things that make me me. Everyones a little bit broken. but I'm done with my emo talk. Adios