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[latinanata]

Thats exactly what I felt like.. and its very weird, slowly but lightly floating backwards watching what looks like on coming car lights coming after you, and that kinda jerks u back to real life. its almost like a life wake up call. like ur totally out of control with life. you have no control whats so ever, and u kinda grasp on last minute right be4 u completly lose it. and the floor beneath you is all weird and slippery so you keep slipping, and finally you hit some like a bump, so it takes u out the fantasy, and u stop kinda like hmmm I better do something to stop this. lets just say. it completely freaked me out, can u tell by the way im talking. I think im afraid to drive now. I gots lots to say. its not normal. I may have hit my head. but I was driving, and and my actualy i wasnt driving i was in the passenger seat, and well it was raining but the windshield wipers were on low. so everythign would look drippy, and blurry for like a few seconds, but then the wipers would make it all clear. thats what i feel like life is like sometimes. its all blurry, and horrible. but then sometimes u get that quick wipe, makes everything all clear. but its not to long till the rain comes down again. but its nice to know u have ur wipers. yeah no clue what im saying. but i dunno.
So, when you get dejavoo (spelling but u get the point) its a good thing, it means you are on track with life!!!. so next time u get it. pay close attention to what ur doing! and keep doing it.