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wow....its been a while since i updated this but my life been crazy @ tha minute so i just didnt have time! well 2 all of yall that knew about my mom, she lost her battle & died on july 1st! it has been the hardest thing iv EVER had 2 deal with in my life. she was errythan 2 me and now 2 not have her in my life is just the worst thing! towards the end she slowly got worse & i would go and see her erryday @ tha hospital and she was just so weak it was so sad. she said 2 me, christina i want u 2 achieve all of ur dreams and no matter what happens ill always be right by your side, watching u & supporting you. i just burst in2 tears because thats when i really thought omg she might not make it through! sure, just 2 weeks later she passed away. erryday i wake up & just think whats the point because knowin i will NEVER see her smile or hear her laugh again is horrible! all my family takin it very bad & i gotta b strong 4 my lil sister because she dont really understand whats goin on just that moms gone away & isnt comin back again. she keep sayin have i done suttin wrong, is mom angry with me & thats y she not comin back? that breaks my heart 2 hear her say that!! im tryna b strong but its killing me inside! u always take ppl 4 granted when you got them so i wanna say 2 all of yall cherish erry moment u spend with those that u love because you never know whats gonna happen tomorrow!! peace xxxxx