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wassup....well i had a rough time in tha last few days so i thought id come on here n release what im feelin! like i said in ma last entry i had a dance show...it went real good and i got spotted and asked 2 audition 2 b one of ciara's dancers...obviously i was hella excited!! but i learnt from ma past that when everythin in ma life is goin TOO good sumthin bad always happens to remind me that life aint a smooth ride....what happened was worse than i could ever have expected!! i found out that ma mom's got breast cancer....when i found out it felt like ma whole world came crashing down on me....im soooooo scared....what makes it harder is that she tryin so hard to be brave but she know she real scared and jus wants to cry! iano what to do....weneva i try talk 2 her she real snappy and dont wanna talk...my lil sister dont reli understand whats goin on and jus heard what people sayin so when she asked me "is mom gonna die?" it broke ma heart....i know that whateva happens is outta ma hands n all i can do is b thur fuh her n tell her how much i love her....make sure yall treat everyday like mother's day n neva take ur mom fuh granted.....i place it all in god's hands...............