Sick & Tired
I think we are all very easily trapped in the drama that is OUR life... "my this, my that, me, me, I, myself," sometimes too much to notice how our actions, or lack there of affect those around us, the people we care about and love.
Everyone has stuff going on in their lives... EVERYONE, I'm so sick and tired of ridiculous situations being the priority of life. I'm so disgusted by the fact that we take something so small and turn it into this huge ordeal, that doesn't merit that much attention or concern. It's like suddenly the world revolves around it, or us.
I'm not pointing fingers here, as I am guilty of doing the same thing. Picking at something that at the moment seems so important, so relevant, and yet, once tempers have subsided and rationality is used, the only thing remaining is it's triviality. What's left however, are hurt feelings and trust issues that have arose from something now looking so irrelevant, and quite frankly ridiculous. These issues now far surpass the stupidity the initial problem itself created.
How do we get past this? How do we realize that the reason we're even arguing to begin with is that we just care about one another enough to argue? When do we say enough is enough, and although we now have issues, and circumstances we need to deal with, we still care a great deal about one another, and we'll work through them? When does the awkwardness and talking lapses stop? When do we just let go enough to allow each other back in? Or, do we just let go? Do we cut our loses, look back to the past, decide this isn't worth all the pain it's causing, and just let go?
I'm so sick of fighting, I'm tired of arguing, I'm done with showing face just for the sake of the whole. I don't have it in me... I can't do it... I won't do it, I'm done.
Everyone has stuff going on in their lives... EVERYONE, I'm so sick and tired of ridiculous situations being the priority of life. I'm so disgusted by the fact that we take something so small and turn it into this huge ordeal, that doesn't merit that much attention or concern. It's like suddenly the world revolves around it, or us.
I'm not pointing fingers here, as I am guilty of doing the same thing. Picking at something that at the moment seems so important, so relevant, and yet, once tempers have subsided and rationality is used, the only thing remaining is it's triviality. What's left however, are hurt feelings and trust issues that have arose from something now looking so irrelevant, and quite frankly ridiculous. These issues now far surpass the stupidity the initial problem itself created.
How do we get past this? How do we realize that the reason we're even arguing to begin with is that we just care about one another enough to argue? When do we say enough is enough, and although we now have issues, and circumstances we need to deal with, we still care a great deal about one another, and we'll work through them? When does the awkwardness and talking lapses stop? When do we just let go enough to allow each other back in? Or, do we just let go? Do we cut our loses, look back to the past, decide this isn't worth all the pain it's causing, and just let go?
I'm so sick of fighting, I'm tired of arguing, I'm done with showing face just for the sake of the whole. I don't have it in me... I can't do it... I won't do it, I'm done.