I'm back...but only long enough for some news...
Well I certainly enjoyed my little "vacation," but it didn't come without its price. I've been thinking about my life these past few days, perhaps a little too much in fact. Last night I had some sort of night terror or something. I don't quite remember what it was about, all I remember is that I felt like I was drowning, and I was very scared. I woke up covered in sweat and feeling extremely depressed. The entire day I've just been thinking about everything, and realizing how many problems I have with myself right now. These feelings just built up all day in classes, and by my last class I was feeling slightly suicidal and broke down and cried for no reason in the middle of class. My teacher, god bless him, took me out of class and had a talk with me, and eventually brought me down to the psychological care center on campus that I never even knew existed. On Tuesday I'm seeing a psychologist and getting some help. I will not be posting anything new until my life gets back in order.