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things are going well. i'm still having the time of my life with everything and i am getting over Justin. which is awesome. i think my favorite thing about someone breaking up with me, is that people will come up to us not knowing we broke up and give me some sort of compliment and he can hear it, and it makes me feel good. kind of like, "well, this is what you gave up". it's completely immature and vain to say that, but whatever, it boosts my confidence.
and the fact is, i know i will find someone better. he was a terrific stepping stone, and now i have more confidence when i talk to guys, or just people in general.
also, (if i could get all zen on your asses) i've discovered a new saying (or mantra,motto, or whatever) that i say almost daily to myself. and it's when i first walk out the door or any moment i feel sad or weak, and it's this:
I am a strong person who is worth it.
and that's all it comes down to, is believing in yourself and trusting that life will work out somehow. that's the same reason i don't stress lack of sleep, no-career, quitting smoking, et al. b/c when things are meant to happen, they do.
and ps...nothing makes me feel better than to have my Improv teachers (who are all hilarious and have been in the biz forever) tell me i'm funny. b/c i have my doubts sometimes, but i love when i can have a conversation with them and they are laughing. too me, it's like Dali telling you your art is brilliant. (or just insert whatever metaphor works for you.)
and the fact is, i know i will find someone better. he was a terrific stepping stone, and now i have more confidence when i talk to guys, or just people in general.
also, (if i could get all zen on your asses) i've discovered a new saying (or mantra,motto, or whatever) that i say almost daily to myself. and it's when i first walk out the door or any moment i feel sad or weak, and it's this:
I am a strong person who is worth it.
and that's all it comes down to, is believing in yourself and trusting that life will work out somehow. that's the same reason i don't stress lack of sleep, no-career, quitting smoking, et al. b/c when things are meant to happen, they do.
and ps...nothing makes me feel better than to have my Improv teachers (who are all hilarious and have been in the biz forever) tell me i'm funny. b/c i have my doubts sometimes, but i love when i can have a conversation with them and they are laughing. too me, it's like Dali telling you your art is brilliant. (or just insert whatever metaphor works for you.)