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so yesterday was so fucking awesome (even though i was sick ALL DAY) but b/c i had gotten a call to come back as the tomato for Six Degrees and was getting another waiver for it! So, I call my mom to tell her about it, and she just puts me in a really good mood b/c she was like "I'm so happy for you, you are finally happy for once, and you deserve it". that was paraphrasing, but it was basically that, and i agreed with her. i really am happy right now.
then, i was hanging out with justin later that night, and he was being all weird, and all of a sudden he like lays all this shit on me about how he doesn't feel i care about any of his good news (like auditions and work and stuff) and how he feels he can't talk to me b/c i get "so pissed" that he interupts me, and worst of all that he doesn't want me to be a leech. leech isn't the word he used to describe me, it was used to describe his friend Tommy who "hangs out at the bar, but doesn't really know anyone there, so he just leeches on to me". um..wait up, cuz i'm pretty sure that's what i do. but there isn't anything i can do about that, i don't wanna be leechy, but i always get the feeling that he wants me to go to the bar with him, then i do, and his friends aren't always receptive to me. so yeah, that definitely killed my mood high.
anyway, we talked about it, and i feel fine, still sick, and on my way to the set in about an hour. hope i get more face time (crossing fingers).
then, i was hanging out with justin later that night, and he was being all weird, and all of a sudden he like lays all this shit on me about how he doesn't feel i care about any of his good news (like auditions and work and stuff) and how he feels he can't talk to me b/c i get "so pissed" that he interupts me, and worst of all that he doesn't want me to be a leech. leech isn't the word he used to describe me, it was used to describe his friend Tommy who "hangs out at the bar, but doesn't really know anyone there, so he just leeches on to me". um..wait up, cuz i'm pretty sure that's what i do. but there isn't anything i can do about that, i don't wanna be leechy, but i always get the feeling that he wants me to go to the bar with him, then i do, and his friends aren't always receptive to me. so yeah, that definitely killed my mood high.
anyway, we talked about it, and i feel fine, still sick, and on my way to the set in about an hour. hope i get more face time (crossing fingers).