what a bad day!
It is sunny, the weather is somewhat nice, and I got nothing else to express about how it looks. I'm in a mood that sincerely, it shouldn't be felt by anyone who is alive. I wish I could go back to florida and go to ocean drive, south beach, hallover beach, or for the first time in my life go to the morgue, or to the kitchen; those places sounded like fun. I miss going to the cemetery with my friend Legna, and going to the abandoned asylum to explore through the spookiness of the building. there were places in miami that were fun and they were easy to access. most clubs were 18 and over (unlike the ones in california). I've only been 4 weeks in north park in san diego and it is as dead as it could be. my situation is so pathetic at this moment. I am feeling so low and uncomfortable in this place, it's not even worth it to go shopping, everything is trendy and if it is not trendy it is so cheap looking it makes you want to cry. It is so cold that my back gets so tense to the point that it hurts. maybe I'm really stressed out and I need some ice cream to calm me down or maybe going to los angeles and seeing interesting things...god have mercy on me and take out of the place, I'm going to cry!