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It's been a month now since my last update. I've been a little less outgoing lately - not exactly to the point of being a social outcast with nobody to talk to but I've been favouring some nice quiet nights in with some quality films, games, TV and the like and going out just once a week instead of every day that I can. I think recently breaking things off with Sabine was the trigger despite completely getting over it in a fairly short time and resuming a neutral enough friendship - the awkwardness seems to have gone too, which is also a relief. I think... the only thing making matters more confusing is her asking me out for a drink yesterday during the (rather sweltering) day and we just hung out, lied on the grass in the square, got ice cream and sat at the fountain. I felt completely normal but doing those things can't be seen as anything other than a date, and it felt just a little unsettling.
While it's been very nice chilling at home, I feel like I'm retracting into a "comfort zone" I've previously broken out of and am getting just a tiny bit more averse to meeting as many people as I can. I've still been doing so, of course, and it's always great fun and a good night and it makes me realise why I've been feeling that way. Then again, I simply get in the mood for shutting the curtains, getting on a film and playing GTA4 and going to sleep and that's what I end up doing. Money is now unfortunately an issue deciding whether I go out or not too, as I need to save up for uni, among other things like Southside Festival and a trip to Munich, at least. I hope to do more before I go, too.
I just wrote a rambling list about films and games and other media-related materialism but it wasn't very interesting at all and so I deleted it! I think I'll leave it there, then. Bye!
While it's been very nice chilling at home, I feel like I'm retracting into a "comfort zone" I've previously broken out of and am getting just a tiny bit more averse to meeting as many people as I can. I've still been doing so, of course, and it's always great fun and a good night and it makes me realise why I've been feeling that way. Then again, I simply get in the mood for shutting the curtains, getting on a film and playing GTA4 and going to sleep and that's what I end up doing. Money is now unfortunately an issue deciding whether I go out or not too, as I need to save up for uni, among other things like Southside Festival and a trip to Munich, at least. I hope to do more before I go, too.
I just wrote a rambling list about films and games and other media-related materialism but it wasn't very interesting at all and so I deleted it! I think I'll leave it there, then. Bye!