Jan 23, 2005 11:14
i went to sleep around 3 last night.. and still i couldn't sleep. and i woke up early this morning and just layed in bed for hours thinking about everything. i'm trying to get over this but its still hard. i never saw anything like it coming. as much as i'm hurt, i'm more in shock. i just wish he wouldn't have said some of the things he said to me. and i can't believe i fell for it. but i suppose over time i'll be fine. i mean people have to deal with worse situations in their lives, right?