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to me, there's a grave difference between letting someone go and getting over them. i dont believe in getting over something, in getting over someone. you let it go. the past. and all the agony/happiness/extreme sorrow/excitement you felt having lived through it. you let it go to heal and improve yourself. but you never get over it. cause that would be like erasing that part of your life and for me, to erase a part of who you are and/or what you went through, is just a fancy way of saying that youre running away from it all.
so no, i will never get over the person who knew me best, the person who loved me best, the person who hurt me best. ive let it go. but to erase those eighteen months would be simply asking too much.
i dont know, i feel like thats baggage. well not to me, but most people would read that and tell me i have issues. i choose not to listen to that, though. cause it makes perfect sense to me and i refuse to conform to society's idea of right/wrong, good/bad, healing/running away.
its good to keep memories anyway.
OKAAAAAAY. I GET IT. I GET IT.
anw, la familians, im sorry if i was awkward just now.
so no, i will never get over the person who knew me best, the person who loved me best, the person who hurt me best. ive let it go. but to erase those eighteen months would be simply asking too much.
i dont know, i feel like thats baggage. well not to me, but most people would read that and tell me i have issues. i choose not to listen to that, though. cause it makes perfect sense to me and i refuse to conform to society's idea of right/wrong, good/bad, healing/running away.
its good to keep memories anyway.
OKAAAAAAY. I GET IT. I GET IT.
anw, la familians, im sorry if i was awkward just now.