I don't know...
I'm doing my best to not tell Kitten what to do, but this whole mess is tearing her apart and it seems like she's the only one who can't see it. Tonight she caught Bryan in another lie...I think she said it was the fourth time she's caught him lying to her. I don't know what standards she's going by, but "to be trusted is a greater compliment than to be loved" and if I don't trust someone I don't date them. It's becoming more and more obvious that she doesn't trust Bryan, so why the hell is she still with him?!
We left the Easy Cafe at around 8 (only an hour after it started) after her upsetting conversation with Bryan. We came back to my house where she talked to him again on the phone, but he hung up on her when his parents came home (he's grounded). Then we spent about twenty minutes in near silence, exchanging a few comments about how not even Joe lied to Kitten...just Bryan. Joe was a real asshole, but he didn't lie to her and he didn't break his promises...and apparently Bryan does.
We went back to the church after that (where the Easy Cafe is) and watched the end of "The Rookie" and part of "Monsters Inc.". Kitten drove there the first time, but considering how stressed (and medicated) she was, I drove to the church the second time. We got back here about half an hour ago and I've since been silently steaming about this whole situation. Not just that Bryan's being a dick and he made Kitten cry--which I would really like to castrate him for...but before we left for the church (the first time) Kitten asked me what I wanted for christmas. I kinda laughed and said, "You." She thought I was joking, so she said, "No, really, what do you want for christmas? I'm gonna start shopping next weekend." I thought for a second and looked up and replied, "You." And we both laughed...and that irresistable smile got to me...and I leaned in and kissed her...and she didn't object. She actually kissed me back. Earlier this week she actually told me she loved me. It was the first time since she started dating Bryan that she was the first to say it...and she's been dating him for almost five months. I'm not sure what to think about all of it. She's still with Bryan, but she says she loves me...I've never heard her say that she loves him, but then again, she tries to avoid talking about him around me because she knows it upsets me. I don't know... I guess all I know right know is that I still love her...and I miss her...
We left the Easy Cafe at around 8 (only an hour after it started) after her upsetting conversation with Bryan. We came back to my house where she talked to him again on the phone, but he hung up on her when his parents came home (he's grounded). Then we spent about twenty minutes in near silence, exchanging a few comments about how not even Joe lied to Kitten...just Bryan. Joe was a real asshole, but he didn't lie to her and he didn't break his promises...and apparently Bryan does.
We went back to the church after that (where the Easy Cafe is) and watched the end of "The Rookie" and part of "Monsters Inc.". Kitten drove there the first time, but considering how stressed (and medicated) she was, I drove to the church the second time. We got back here about half an hour ago and I've since been silently steaming about this whole situation. Not just that Bryan's being a dick and he made Kitten cry--which I would really like to castrate him for...but before we left for the church (the first time) Kitten asked me what I wanted for christmas. I kinda laughed and said, "You." She thought I was joking, so she said, "No, really, what do you want for christmas? I'm gonna start shopping next weekend." I thought for a second and looked up and replied, "You." And we both laughed...and that irresistable smile got to me...and I leaned in and kissed her...and she didn't object. She actually kissed me back. Earlier this week she actually told me she loved me. It was the first time since she started dating Bryan that she was the first to say it...and she's been dating him for almost five months. I'm not sure what to think about all of it. She's still with Bryan, but she says she loves me...I've never heard her say that she loves him, but then again, she tries to avoid talking about him around me because she knows it upsets me. I don't know... I guess all I know right know is that I still love her...and I miss her...