Ahhh beach side bbq's
Ok well i'm back from the bbq. It was good. That's the good thing about going to see hannah when her friends are going to be there. Her friends are like her pretty mellow, not annoying. Not too many people turned up sadly enough (slackers). There was just hannah, her two lil sisters and her brother and..... crap i forget all these other peoples names but there were about 5 others or so.
Anyway i rock up there a bit before 12pm and there's hannah in her bikini as i suspected. Not a bad way to greet someone lol. It's kind of strange though. When i try and look at hannah like that.... i can't really. I can't really see myself with her or being more than just we are which is weird. She amazing and beautiful thoughtful and all that but i don't see her as gf material for some reason. Maybe i'm gay. But then i'll find myself staring at someone like Marissa and... well nope definitely not gay. I guess it's good that i can be close to someone like her and not being thinking of... that.
Anyway the day was good. Hannah started cooking the bbq and i went over to chat and was greeted by a sea of onions. :P Hannah apparently always used to hate that there weren't enough onions when she had bbq's because of how they shrink when you cook them after so long, so she sort of over compensated this time. It turned out alright though, just a few left over onions. :P
I was chatty during the initial part of the day but i guess i went into my shell a little but as more people turned up. I don't know why because they aren't the type of people that intimidate me into being that way. By the end of the day i was pretty quiet and actually a bit sunburnt. It's kind of itchy now too.
Doesn't seem to be much going on tonight. Trying to get a hold of Marissa or Matt but i think she's out and he's probably on night shifts at the moment.
It's definitely a domestic day tomorrow. Although i'm gonna try and get everything done by about 1ish tomorrow hopefully. Need to do probably two loads of washing and a lot a yard work. Damn rain, the only bad thing about it raining as much as it did is that the lawn has gone out of control. Can't wait for winter so it stops growing so fast.
Anyway i rock up there a bit before 12pm and there's hannah in her bikini as i suspected. Not a bad way to greet someone lol. It's kind of strange though. When i try and look at hannah like that.... i can't really. I can't really see myself with her or being more than just we are which is weird. She amazing and beautiful thoughtful and all that but i don't see her as gf material for some reason. Maybe i'm gay. But then i'll find myself staring at someone like Marissa and... well nope definitely not gay. I guess it's good that i can be close to someone like her and not being thinking of... that.
Anyway the day was good. Hannah started cooking the bbq and i went over to chat and was greeted by a sea of onions. :P Hannah apparently always used to hate that there weren't enough onions when she had bbq's because of how they shrink when you cook them after so long, so she sort of over compensated this time. It turned out alright though, just a few left over onions. :P
I was chatty during the initial part of the day but i guess i went into my shell a little but as more people turned up. I don't know why because they aren't the type of people that intimidate me into being that way. By the end of the day i was pretty quiet and actually a bit sunburnt. It's kind of itchy now too.
Doesn't seem to be much going on tonight. Trying to get a hold of Marissa or Matt but i think she's out and he's probably on night shifts at the moment.
It's definitely a domestic day tomorrow. Although i'm gonna try and get everything done by about 1ish tomorrow hopefully. Need to do probably two loads of washing and a lot a yard work. Damn rain, the only bad thing about it raining as much as it did is that the lawn has gone out of control. Can't wait for winter so it stops growing so fast.