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I'm so fucking tired and i'm brain dead as fuck today. I had those creepy dreams where you wake up 25 times in the dream but your still dreaming. I have those frequently lately i wonder what they mean. Right now i just work in roswell with my girlfriends dad doing remodeling and shit. It's cool we eat out a good bit taking super long lunches it's awesome. I get to have a lot of fun and i don't have to deal with people non stop, i chill listen to classic rock and discuss music with him. He used to be in a few bigger bands signed to capitol records and e.m.i he's mad awesome. I'm getting used to living with someone now it's very cool it feels comfortable to me. I don't really notice her habits it's just very chill we argue but sometimes i think it's just to get each other fired up. The apt is really cool were both making money now so we can make this beast super decor soon. The room is almost finished we just need the wardrobe dresser match and an entertainment center. I think i'm starting to grow up finally, people call and they want to hang out but i just don't care anymore. I'm trying to separate myself from the bullshit party scene. I'm sorry for people who want to come over and chill but i just refuse to have my apt become the new "spot" for parties. I'll tell them mofuckas to get out i don't care i'm already known as being an asshole. I don't know whats up with the band we haven't practiced in a few weeks i'm taking a break. Just got burned out i guess it happens sometimes we may wait until october to start doing shit again. I really want to start a new band that sounds like funeral for a friend that would be awesome. Enough said i think i'll go to lovedrug tomorrow then i'll come home and drink with my girl because thats my saturday night special.