Aug 01, 2006 21:34
Man, It's almost over. This year, however, doesn't really end. For 13 years summer has ended with CSAS beginning. This year, Maryville begins when summer ends...so i'm not sad about summer "ending". Wow. I'm super ready and stoked and excited and nervous and anxious and honestly just ready to dive into it all so all of the above will begin to go away.
This summer has been beyond words. I think I experienced what life was created for; purpose. And within that experience, I discovered what purpose felt like...how it looked...and what good it produced. And within all of that - I came to life, because we, as humans, were designed to come alive when we have something to life for (PURPOSE). See how we did that little circle? Exactly. I can't wait to explore college. And I guess for you guys to watch me explore college. This summer...well, Malibu and then some...showed me one (among many) great things regarding my life; there are two things that are more than consistent in my life. #1, God (duh). #2 The fact that I am supposed to go into ministry. Out of everything in the world, those are really the only two "rocks" that I can stand on. I'm not downplaying people or my mom or anything. But that's just one thing that has really rung true in my ears for the past two months. And that's really why i'm excited for college. I'm so pumped about Quest/Young Life and getting into that before I have a chance to get into other things. I'm ready to get to know people and for them to get to know me...and for us to be OK with both sides. And yeah. I feel like I've accomplished something this summer, because i've done something. So - maybe a goal or something just for me to think on for a while is to be doing something.
That is all.