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May 23, 2005 12:16

it's been awhile since i've updated....a lot of stuff has been going on lately. i've been going to a lot of parties and sleeping in a lot of cars. some experiences have been good and some bad, but i've enjoyed hanging out w/my friends at all of them. i also graduated! after 13 years(k-12) and preschool i've finally finished school....for the summer, lol. it's a wierd feeling b.c. i'm done w/school, yet im just going back in august at fsu. so i really don't feel like it's anything monumental, just like leaving middle school and going to high school. i guess its different now, b.c. school is a choice...i could stop right now and go out into the workforce and that would be fine...wow, i could start a full time job(that's wierd). i don't feel any older, or like an adult, every1 still seems bigger(which is probably b.c. they are)but also more adult-like than me. i dunno, maybe i'll be able to get a grasp on this shit later. this summer looks to be fun and sad. many of my friends are goin away to summer school, so i won't get to hang out w/them...but ill also get to hang out w.a lot of the new ppl. that i met. im re-evaluating all of my friendships for the summer...im sick of those bullshit friends, who never call, and lie constantly or need something...im cutting them out of my life, and it's already apparent that some of ya'll have done that to me, so if that includes u...FUCK a nigga name YOU! but all in all im looking forward to a great summer...and hopefully school year.
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