Posting at work is for losers
Terrible day. Couldn't focus on anything, lesson plans were a disaster. Didn't want to be here today.
I feel upset because I'm the one that's trying to make this work. Fighting against everything else, it shouldn't feel this hard or helpless. Sometimes I wonder if it's worth the fight, if it's a hopeless battle I'm not destined to win. I'll try and make this feel right, try and make things alright, but it doesn't ever work. It can't work.
I have 3 new songs to record. Envious of the Sea Captains, embarassed that I have wasted what little talent I have, I have started writing again.
I feel upset because I'm the one that's trying to make this work. Fighting against everything else, it shouldn't feel this hard or helpless. Sometimes I wonder if it's worth the fight, if it's a hopeless battle I'm not destined to win. I'll try and make this feel right, try and make things alright, but it doesn't ever work. It can't work.
I have 3 new songs to record. Envious of the Sea Captains, embarassed that I have wasted what little talent I have, I have started writing again.