Nightmares

Mar 28, 2011 09:15

Who: Dick Grayson, Bill Costigan, Mal Cobb
What: Little Dick is having nightmares. Bill can't handle kids. Guess who he calls?
Where: Dick's cabin.
When: Monday night, on either side of this thread.
Warnings: Possibly allusions to past badness for Mal and Costigan, but probably not much else.

[Threads to follow in two parts: Thread 1 will be Dick ( Read more... )

mal cobb, billy costigan, dick grayson

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cauchemal March 29 2011, 12:08:44 UTC
Having made sure that Angelica was settled and asleep, Mal hurried to Dick's room and knocked softly. The walk, unfortunately, gave her time to be surprised by the fact that Costigan had called, and also gave her time to worry and for her stomach to twist up in anxious knots at the prospect of seeing him again. Still ... there was the child, and so she tried to concentrate on that.

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lost_undercover March 30 2011, 05:08:59 UTC
Costigan's head snapped up from Dick toward the doorway of the bedroom. He smiled down at Dick, knowing it was Mal and not wanting him to be afraid. The inmate's arms slowly loosened from around the warden as Costigan tried to lay the kid back down without completely forcing him. At least the worst of it seemed to be over, but of course, now Mal was here. "Stay here, alright? I'll be right back."

He didn't really wait for Dick to reply, though he gave him a reassuring nod before standing and moving out toward the main section of the penthouse. He took in a deep breath as he strode over, pausing before reaching up to undo the two locks on the door. Costigan waited another second before opening the door a crack, oblivious to the fact that Dick had not stayed put.

"Thanks for coming, but I think he's okay now," he said to Mal before any sort of greeting. The former undercover leaned on the door, barely leaving much space between he and the door frame. Now that the panic was gone, he realized what a bad idea it had been, calling her.

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batmanschmatman March 30 2011, 05:36:35 UTC
He let Costigan try to get him settled back on the bed, watching him with wide eyes, still cautious even though he trusted him. He knew he'd come back, but he didn't actually really want him to leave. "Okay."

He lay there quietly for maybe a minute - still sniffing a little and rubbing a hand over his face to wipe some of the tears off, trying to get comfortable without getting too comfortable so he wouldn't fall asleep before Costigan came back - before pushing himself up and sort of cautiously following Bill out of the room. He was still sort of shaken, and he didn't want to be alone right now, even if he wasn't following instructions. Not that that had ever really stopped him before.

He stopped a slight distant from the inmate and considered asking who was out in the hall, but wasn't sure he wanted to actually announce he was out of bed, so kept quiet. But he was still breathing a little shakily, so it was really only a matter of time before a residual sob gave him away.

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cauchemal March 30 2011, 18:34:26 UTC
Her throat closed up when Costigan opened the door and she thrust her hands in her pockets, reaching for her totem. The ridged metal under her fingers restored some sense of calm.

At his words, she tried not to look disappointed. "Oh. Well ... all right. I'm glad you were able to get him settled, then." An awkward pause. "Shall I-" Leave? Stay? Her gaze dropped to the floor. "I should probably let you-"

From somewhere behind Costigan was a faint childish sniffle or sob. At the sound, Mal's head snapped straight up, maternal instincts taking over before reason or logic could get her out of the way.

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Sorry lovelies. lost_undercover April 3 2011, 18:10:09 UTC
"Maybe it's better if you--" It wasn't until Mal's head snapped up that Costigan realized he'd heard the sob behind him. He turned around, consequently opening a line of sight between Mal and Dick, and stared down at his warden with a somewhat contradictory mixture of impatience and understanding. The inmate sighed and left the door open for Mal as he walked over and knelt down on a knee beside Dick. "You okay, kid?"

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S'all good <3 batmanschmatman April 3 2011, 18:20:39 UTC
Dick immediately felt embarrassed, worried that he'd upset Costigan by not staying in bed. He scrubbed a shaking hand over his eyes, looking down at the floor instead of at the grown up, nodding slightly. He really wasn't okay - he was scared and didn't want to be alone - but he didn't want to make him angry. "Sorry."

He cautiously glanced up at Mal, looking at her curiously for a moment before looking back at the floor, letting out another quiet half sob without meaning to.

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yup! :D cauchemal April 3 2011, 20:04:17 UTC
Mal took half a step forward, standing now in the threshold without even noticing that she'd done so. Dick's distress had caught her attention and she couldn't ignore it.

"It's all right," she said softly. And then she glanced at Costigan, suddenly realising that she might be overstepping.

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lost_undercover April 3 2011, 20:08:59 UTC
Costigan glanced over his shoulder at Mal. Without uttering a single word, it was clear that she was invited to help him or to do something about Dick, because the inmate really didn't know what else to do. Then he looked at the kid again and shook his head with a light smile. "It's alright, kid. You're still upset, I get it."

After a pause and a short glance to ensure Mal was entering, he added, "Why don't you take Mal into the kitchen and we can make some midnight pancakes or something?"

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batmanschmatman April 3 2011, 20:17:41 UTC
Dick took another shaky breath, consciously trying to pull it together and not just start crying again before nodding. "Okay."

He took a few small steps towards Mal before cautiously reaching out to take her hand so he could show her where the kitchen was, managing an incredibly shaky smile. "It's over here."

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cauchemal April 3 2011, 20:29:38 UTC
Mal felt something twist in her stomach when she realised Costigan wasn't sending her away after all, but it wasn't an unpleasant feeling for once.

She smiled as Dick reached for her hand, and she took his little hand in hers. "Can you show me where everything is? It's a very nice kitchen, but very different from mine."

Her plan, as was usually the case with children, especially anxious ones, was to give him things to do that would distract him, but also reassure him. Confirm that everything was all right. Even if it wasn't.

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lost_undercover April 3 2011, 20:44:40 UTC
Costigan stood as Dick and Mal walked toward the kitchen, watching them with such a myriad of emotions he couldn't begin to know how he was feeling. After a beat, he moved over to close and lock the door, then took a breath before following. As much as he was tempted to just leave them alone together, he knew it wasn't the best plan; partially because he didn't know how Mal was feeling about everything and he still wasn't keen on trusting her entirely ( ... )

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batmanschmatman April 3 2011, 20:52:16 UTC
"I can try," he said honestly, the smile growing a little firmer. "I don't really know where everything is. This isn't my house."

Still, he dutifully started looking through the cabinets for the proper ingredients and equipment for making pancakes. He had a vague idea of what that entailed, but he was eight and not particularly skilled in the kitchen, so really he had basically no idea of what he was doing. He noticed Costigan sort of keeping out of the way and immediately felt some lingering anxiety, although he wasn't sure if that was something left over from the nightmares or something actually present for the two adults as well.

In an attempt to alleviate that general anxiety - or maybe just his own - he looked over at Mal curiously as he pulled out a frying pan from one of the cabinets. "Do you know how to make pancakes?"

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cauchemal April 3 2011, 20:56:54 UTC
As Dick looked through the cabinets, she went along beside him, selecting what was needed and discreetly putting aside whatever actually wasn't (it was unlikely, for instance, that they would need the cheese-grater, however attractively shiny it might be, and paprika was definitely a no.).

"I do indeed." She took the frying pan from him and set it on the stove. "Let me see-it looks like everything we need, and, oh, what have we here? Chocolate chips. How do chocolate chip pancakes sound?"

She was aware of Costigan watching her, and it occurred to her that she was probably making a little more effort than usual to be upbeat and pleasant. As if to underscore that no one had anything to fear now.

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lost_undercover April 3 2011, 21:04:56 UTC
When Dick neared the cabinets Costigan was standing in front of, he shifted to move out of the way. He brushed past Mal and shot her a look for only a split second which might have been regret or something equally pained before glancing away. Then he set up on the other side of the kitchen, a place they had already passed and one away from the stove.

He idly wondered if Dick was pulling out unnecessary ingredients and tools because he actually thought they might be useful or if the kid was just trying to lighten the mood. Realizing he looked a bit like he was brooding, the inmate forced a smile that appeared sincere. "You ever made pancakes before, kid?"

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batmanschmatman April 3 2011, 21:15:45 UTC
Dick smiled at the suggestion and nodded, looking between the two adults as if looking for approval or any discussions of how that wasn't exactly the most healthy option, maybe they should do something else. "If that's okay."

He looked up at Costigan's question, the smile reassuring him and getting him to open up a little more. "A couple times," he said. "Never by myself though." He hesitated before elaborating, because it was weird sometimes when he would get upset talking about something and when he wouldn't. "My... mom would make them sometimes on weekends and stuff, if we had time. And, you know, ingredients and stuff." He ran a hand sort of nervously over his face, trying to focus on that and not the night they'd been killed. It wasn't too hard right now, but it was still lingering in the back of his mind.

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cauchemal April 3 2011, 21:19:06 UTC
"The middle of the night is the best time for this sort of thing," Mal said, as if imparting some conspiracy or secret, but with a bit of a grin.

She set to work mixing up the batter and turned on the stove to heat up the frying pan, letting the boys-as she found herself thinking of them, somewhat to her surprise-talk. She glanced over at Costigan again and for the first time noticed the marks on his arms, and looked away quickly.

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