Who: Dorian Gray and Adrian Veidt.
Where: Floor 7, Room 1. Dorian's room.
When: Today, during the truthiness flood.
What: Dorian presses Adrian for information on the libelist who goes by the name of Oscar Wilde.
Warnings: Murder, alcohol, sex (implied).
Flood notes: Dorian is very much affected. He is also very much in his room and unreachable. He's
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Dorian nodded in response, prepared to continue his lie and tell Adrian that, yes, the book was libelous and he had been grievously wronged, but when he opened his mouth a terrible thing spilled forth. The truth.
"Actually, it is all quite true," he spoke matter of factly, his tone casual and light as if they were conversing about nothing more troubling than a story from the paper. "Every last word. It is almost as if I had written it myself, posed as a narrator. However, there is very much that has been omitted. One does not, after all, pass nineteen years in two hundred pages..."
It was only afterwards, as he became aware of what it was that he had said and its deadly difference from what he had meant to say that his expression changed to one of horror. He stared at Dorian, not now in an appraising way, but to judge the effect of his words and whether there was some small chance Adrian would think he were joking.
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"Well," he said, equally casual, as if continuing to converse about a troubling story from a paper. "I think I just figured out what the flood is."
Truth, then. It had to be. Dangerous territory for Adrian, but he wouldn't let his confidence falter. It was Dorian's reputation that now stood on the line. His own, he felt, would be perfectly safe, so long as the right subjects were avoided. "I'll tell no one what you just said," he reassured. "In fact, nothing that happens inside this room ever need be known to anyone else." Yes, that would be implying exactly what Dorian probably thinks it is.
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He was quickly distracted, at least partially, from those thoughts when Adrian noted casually that he had figured out what the flood was. It clicked for Dorian as well. Truth? Was there somehow a magical aura of truth over the barge, compelling the affected to answer questions honestly and openly?
Adrian promised Dorian that his words would not leave the room, that nothing that happens would leave the room. Dorian did not miss the implication behind the statement, yet he did not trust Adrian. Adrian had a powerful weapon now, and that was information. Dorian's secrets were plain to Adrian, who had read his book, who knew too much about his life and his sins. Dorian needed assurance that Adrian would honor his word and keep their conversations secret.
"I thank you for your sensitivity..." he said, choosing his words carefully. He was new to this place, unused to strangeness such as this ship saw, yet he was skilled in the art of manipulation. "...and also for understanding how very unpleasant it would be if my secret were to become common knowledge. Tell me," he said, pausing to take a drag from his cigarette, partly for catty dramatic effect, "What secret truth, if told of you, would bring you the most disgrace?"
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"Behind the lovely image I put forward, I'm a murderer, like you." It was a half truth. He was a murderer, but he was so much more. A murderer kills once. A serial killer kills more. What was someone who killed fifteen million people other than a dictator?
Adrian wasn't a dictator, even if that was what Martha had called him. No, he simply did what needed to be done, and now he was dead, left to let the world make their own idiotic decisions, probably undoing all the good that he had made such sacrifices for in the first place.
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Yet, Dorian could not bring himself to correct Adrian on this point. His mouth would not open, the words would not come. This fact deeply unsettled Dorian. Was he lying to himself?
At length, Dorian nodded, more to himself than to Adrian. "Do you believe Lord Henry wrote the book to dishonor me?"
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"No, I believe you're in the same situation as Stephen O'Brien, Captain Beatty, and Iago. Yes, the same Iago from Othello. Parallel universes, Dorian. What is fictional in one universe, penned by a man that exists in that one universe, is reality in another universe where that author does not exist. Does that make sense?"
Of course it didn't, but it was the best he could do to explain.
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Adrian was suggesting that the story was, in fact, a work of fiction. And yet, Dorian existed. Dorian was from some other world, some strange universe where lies breathe life.
Dorian was at once troubled and amused. "No, not at all," he said, "Dare I ask, have you been using drugs?"
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"You will probably meet and speak with Iago for yourself, sometime. Then you will see. Also, science had advanced quite a lot by my time: alternate universes were all but proven to exist."
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Dorian had not taken well to the idea of two universes, but now this... he seemed to suggest realities that bent in on themselves, that were cascading in story and life down a barely traceable path. Dorian could not fathom this. Not at all.
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He gave a little laugh to lighten the mood. "You'll probably really think I'm on drugs again, but in my world, we had a man who had the power to change matter according to his will. He could walk across the sun and see particles that could hardly be said to have existed at all. My research with him helped advance science enough to nearly confirm the multi-universe theory . . . part of that theory includes some very complicated science, but I can lend you some books from my world about it. Or you can go to the library yourself and read up, if you are that patient and scholarly."
Somehow, he doubted that Dorian was patient enough or educated enough in mathematics (through no fault of his own) to follow the technicalities of string theory and quantum mechanics, though the latter was actually much easier than it seemed.
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"Either on drugs or insane, yes," Dorian answered to Adrian's supposition. That was all he could answer to, as lost as he felt. Dorian felt as though perhaps he were the one going insane.
"So, to you, am I just some character in a novel?"
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"No. To me you are a person, and I will do everything I can to help protect your reputation. It is unfair for you to have all your secrets on display in a book." He did his best to sound reassuring, and he meant every word. He wanted Dorian as an ally.
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"For that I am grateful," he said. "I'm afraid this past day, the book, has taken a heavy toll on me. I feel..." he searched for words which did not come.
Sighing, he changed subjects and so, changed tones, pulling on a gracious affect befitting a pleasant host. "I could use a drink," he smiled, a tense, drawn expression, "Would you like one as well, Adrian?"
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"I'll have a drink and a cigarette too, if you don't mind."
Why not? It had been a trying day, and now that 'Oscar Wilde,' the flood, and the multiple universes had all been discussed and accounted for, he was feeling much better. Plus, it amused him to think that Dorian was corrupting him a little, but he knew he was far beyond being corrupted by anyone, which made the game all the more enjoyable.
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Dorian knew what more he wanted.
"Do you like absinthe?" he asked, casually. He wasn't waiting for the answer, because this was what he had chosen to offer; it was what he wanted, and he hated to drink absinthe when a guest drank something mundane. On the tray were two small stemmed glasses, a small covered dish, a bottle of sickly green liquid, a small pitcher of water, and a perforated spoon. Dorian made quick work of the preparations, balancing the spoon on the rim of one glass and from the dish produced a sugar cube which was set on the spoon. Once he had poured absinthe over this, he set the bottle aside and offered Adrian a cigarette and took one for himself. With easy perfection, he held the cigarette in his lips as he lit the sugar cube with a match and offered the flame to Adrian, for his cigarette, and then lit his own. Setting the spent match on the tray, he allowed the sugar to burn down before diluting the drink with a small amount of water which, conveniently, put out the flame which had latched itself to the spoon in the absence of sugar.
A brief stir, and the drink was offered to Adrian and he repeated the preparations with his own glass.
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He lit the cigarette, inhaled, and exhaled the cloud of smoke slowly, fully enjoying the familiar sensation of tobacco. It had been so long now, he had nearly forgotten the pleasure of smoking -- not that harming his body would become a habit because Adrian was nothing if not fully in control of himself and his vices.
He was savoring every moment, every drag from the cigarette, and every sip of the absinthe now, as he waited for the effects of the latter to kick in. "Thank you for your hospitality. I only hope that I can somehow return the favor," and a light laugh, because yes, he was being overly suggestive, but hopefully not so unsubtle as to completely lack class.
Dorian could learn some subtlety, but he thought he liked the other better without it.
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