WHO: Rayne/Callisto.
WHERE: Level 0.
WHEN: A day or so after she sent her there.
WHAT: Time to get philosphical.
There was not much one could do, down there, unless blessed with marathon-levels of hyperactivity. Rayne knew that from personal experience. Leaving Callisto to stew until calming down from the inevitable bouts of cursing to the high
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"This is getting me nowhere. They will pay. This is my fault." A few of the guards stayed a bit wary from her cell. Most of the time she was just ignored, and considering she was refusing food, they had no real reason to interact with her. That just left Callisto alone with her own thoughts.
The moment she heard Rayne's whistling, head jerked up to look out the cell door. Piercing hazel eyes flickered greatly, as the woman paced back and forth in the room faster. Callisto was bored, idle hands are the Devil's Workshop. Isn't that right?
As Rayne took a seat, Callisto stopped her pacing. Moving to the far end of the cell, she fell into the shadows. Gaze narrowed into slits to watch the woman on the other side. A low growl came from her, that vibrated through the cell like a lion giving a warning to intruders.
"How many stars do I get for ripping your lungs, and ceasing your breathing?" Her voice was ice cold, hearltess, and sounding a lot like nails on a chalkboard. It was a voice that could send chills down someone's back.
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Rayne might not be chewing gum, but looked as if she should be. Arms stretched out in front of her and joints cracked pleasantly in shoulders and hands, before coming to rest in her lap.
"Believe it or not, Cally, some of us had it worse off than you... Exactly how does it feel to know you went and left dozens, if not hundreds of other little girls, in exactly the same situation as you?"
Head tilted and the redhead paused for effect.
"How's it feel to be Xena, hmm?"
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"You cannot make me feel guilt... I have NO guilt. All those who suffer from ME suffer because of Xena! Xena made me this way, it's Xena who killed my soul." Callisto was mad, and screaming at the top of her lungs. This was the blind fury that took over her when memories were stirred in her mind that didn't want to be stirred.
Feral noises were coming from the blonde as she resorted to clawing at the bars to try and get out. She wanted to silence Rayne with all her might, stop the noise, and stop the pandemonium that was running through her mind at the moment.
...and for once, it did. The moment Rayne said that Callisto was Xena, all her screaming, and clawing against the bars stopped. No longer did she have a look of utter rage and hatred, instead a deceptive smile curled on her lips. Such a sweet and innocent look, which was quickly drowned out with her laughter. That maniacal, maddening laughter that could only come from a raving lunatic at this point.
"Oh Rayne... Rayne, Rayne, Rayne. Don't you get it? Xena made me this way, I am the perfect mirror image to that raven-haired Warrior. Xena made me in the image of her... I am Xena, and Xena is me." Tilted her head back that shrill laughter came once more, before diminishing into a sing-song voice.
"Ohhhhh... Rayne, Rayne, go away... come again another day." Yup, shoving Callisto into Level 0 was quickly breaking her sanity.
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Both the women seemed oddly feral, at that precise moment. Admiration might not be reflected in the dhampir's eyes, nnor sympathy, but there was an understanding, on some level. A healthy form of respect.
A beholding of some part of her younger self, maybe.
"She made you her bitch, Callisto... Didn't even have to try." Quite whether Rayne was trying to get a rise out of the corrupted warrior or if it was a genuine sentiment, was unknown. Either way, the phrase was spoken slowly enough to be goading. "You wanted to kill in her name? You wanted to sully her reputation? Sounds like you were doing her a favour, to me... Making her feared. Making her a force to be reckoned with. Damn, Callisto, in dog terms, you were all but humping her leg."
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Falling back into the shadows, those hazel eyes flickered in the darkness as they narrowed on to Rayne once more. "I did what I had to, and if that meant making Xena feared, while gaining my vengeance, so be it." Pausing Callisto turned to look at the wall, before her cheshire cat grin returned once more.
"Nooooooo..." Voice trailed off rather thoughtfully, "all those towns that I laid waste to in the name of Xena... they knew it was me. They knew me. They knew what Xena made me to be." Finger lifted to sway from side to side, as she began to truly unravel her own doing. "And as Xena attempted to clean up her image, try to right all the wrongs she had done... there was still me. The biggest mistake, and biggest regret in her life. They didn't fear Xena, they feared me. The loathed Xena for making me the way I was."
Callisto was pacing back and forth at this time, was she talking more to reassure herself, or to actually prove a point to Rayne? It was hard to say. "And when Xena had we at blade point so many times, her new found Good-Two-Shoes side prevented her from killing me. Stopped her from playing judge, jury, and execution, and completing what she gave up so many years ago." Stopping her tracks, Callisto tilted her head back to allow another menacing chuckle to escape.
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Perhaps Rayne really was trying to goad her, but the more she considered it, the more unsettling similarities she saw to her own father's crusade of terror. The one which had resulted in her own creation. There were obvious differences in motivation, but it made her no less uncomfortable.
"I understand revenge, Callisto... My entire life was devoted to it. For you, it was some outsider. For me, it was my father. But I never did what you have. Xena won't get the guilt, because she knows damned well she never did the deed. You can blame her, all you want, but it's you who kept swinging that blade, not her."
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Fists tightened, as her jaw clenched. The more Rayne spoke the more Callisto became agitated, and annoyed. Physically shaking trying to keep herself from launching at the bars again. "You don't know Xena like I do. The guilt from her past actions is enough to fill river Styx." Gaze shifted to look down at the ground. "I kill to give her that constant reminder that when she dies not only will she have her guilt, but she'll have mine as well.
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Rayne might have started out by appearing to be calm, but the replies she was getting had reached some sort of breaking point of infuriation and now it was Rayne's turn to start pacing like some bipedal shark.
"Xena ain't here! You got that?! Nothing you do, form this point on, is going to register on her mental landscape... Nothing! You're insignificant, Callie - a big ole' squidge of impotent nothing. I got sent here to try and deal with you and all you care about is trying to do things in her name, when she's long dead. It's time to turn your ship around... Time to face facts, for once."
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Moving a bit more into the shadows, Callisto turned her back to Rayne, and slowly ran her finger over the wall. Callisto was done talking, her warden obviously had NO idea what she meant, and wouldn't even listen to Callisto's reasons. So, the blonde did what she knew best, she tore her mind away from the situation, and went back to wallowing in her own insanity.
Humming softly to herself, Callisto was gone. Not physically, perhaps, but mentally, she was retreated back into her mind.
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"Fine," she responded, narrownig eyes. "You wanna' play that game? Until you start to accept responsibility for what you've done, regardless of why you did it, at the time, I get to decide how to make you pay attention. Want me to turn this place into what I threatened I would? 'Cause I can do it."
This was Rayne's less than psychoanalytical side. She had little care for human beings, but she did care about being in control. Callisto ignoring her as being taken as a personal affront.
But reaching back into her own vengeance-filled childhood gave her a better idea. Moving up to the bars, close and personal, fingers wrapped slowly around them. The dhampir's nocturnal vision staring right through the gloom.
"If you won't listen to punishment, what about reward? What if I gave you a way to feel what it's like to kill Xena... To eat her alive, if you want to, stripped fresh from the bone. As many times as you'd like...?"
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"You don't understand." Voice was a low hiss, as her nails began to drag along the wall. "Killing her isn't the point, Rayne. It's torturing her, killing her soul the way that she killed mine. Making her life a living Hell the way she made my life a living nightmare. Making her suffer for what she has done to me. I don't want to just kill her, I want her to pay for what she has done." Callisto remained with her back to Rayne, facing the wall and not even bothering to turn her head to look over at her warden.
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Callisto might not be looking at her, but the dhampir was staring right on back. Rayne was not used to negotiating her way through problems without violence. Her stay here was one big trial and she would just as soon kill the blonde and get it over with. That was her way.
Without that option, she left with trying to reason her way out of this. Making Callisto divorce Xena from the equation, as much as possible.
"Say you could fix it with a magic wand... Make it so that Xena never came into your life: What would you've done, instead? Humour me."
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