Whoa now

Nov 16, 2003 09:15

Well, I havn't written in a bit, so I'll get down to it.

I've been going to the play at Perry Hall for the past three days, it was a good play, but to tell you the truth, the last two times were definately just to see my girlfriend. The second day she told me she might move, it was completely her decision, but she asked if I'd be happy if she moved. What did she expect me to say? I love her and life without her would be hell, but if she'd be happier there, then I want her to go. She said that she'd stay because she loves me, and because she's happiest when she's with me. I hope she's made the right decision for her, because I lvoe her and I want her life to be good, regardless of how it effects mine. Anyway, I'm glad she's decided to stay, even though that sounds a bit selfish, it's the truth. I love her and I want her with me. There were two stipulations as to her staying.

1) I stop being so upset (and I was only upset because she was leaving, so if she stayed I wouldn't be)

2) Our relationship lasts longer than December.

The reason for the second one is that she doesn't want to stay for something that won't last. Well, as long as she wants it to last, I will make it last, I love her and I want it to last, much longer than December.

Well, I really just had to get that all out.

~Billy
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