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hmm ok..so last nite was our concert..michelles last one and the seniors last one..it was good my dad came which is a first cuz he can never come cuz he works nights but he surprised me and showed up i was in shock...me and matt were like so emotional that it was the last concert haha not like crying but emotional.it was so surreal that it was the last concert for them. im gonna miss them all, alyssa the most, its really not gonna be the same next year...especially without my best friend :/
i dk..like last nite made me realize how important my frienships with people are. me and matt were just talking the whole entire time on stage about it and like idk..we were talking about if anything ever happened to one of us and he said he would quit orch. and not be able to come back to it if i wasnt there..that made me happy :) lol i was just like looking around at all the ppl that arent gonna be there next year and its a lot..not like im close with all of them but we all basically know each other in orch. so next year is really gonna suck w/o them it doesnt feel like 2 years have passed tho..i remember the first day i met alyssa like it was yesterday and we realized we had orch. together..god..were like half way done with hs already 2 more years. thats gonna go quick cuz the previous 2 passed so quick.were gonna be seniors before we know it uhg
it also made me realize how fast this year went.too fast.so many things have happened and changed between friends and stuff..me michelle kristin and michele were pretty much inseperable last year, the summer and beginning of this year.and that all changed. we kinda went our diff. ways....its so scary to look back and think that at the beginning of this year me michele kristin and michelle used to hang out with matt nemeth wow..thats..umm..not even gonna go there lol...but w/e i formed closer friendships with ppl i wasnt that close with and i love them more than ever
sorry to make a long entry of me rambling about my life
you dont have to read it.i just needed to get it out
<3
i dk..like last nite made me realize how important my frienships with people are. me and matt were just talking the whole entire time on stage about it and like idk..we were talking about if anything ever happened to one of us and he said he would quit orch. and not be able to come back to it if i wasnt there..that made me happy :) lol i was just like looking around at all the ppl that arent gonna be there next year and its a lot..not like im close with all of them but we all basically know each other in orch. so next year is really gonna suck w/o them it doesnt feel like 2 years have passed tho..i remember the first day i met alyssa like it was yesterday and we realized we had orch. together..god..were like half way done with hs already 2 more years. thats gonna go quick cuz the previous 2 passed so quick.were gonna be seniors before we know it uhg
it also made me realize how fast this year went.too fast.so many things have happened and changed between friends and stuff..me michelle kristin and michele were pretty much inseperable last year, the summer and beginning of this year.and that all changed. we kinda went our diff. ways....its so scary to look back and think that at the beginning of this year me michele kristin and michelle used to hang out with matt nemeth wow..thats..umm..not even gonna go there lol...but w/e i formed closer friendships with ppl i wasnt that close with and i love them more than ever
sorry to make a long entry of me rambling about my life
you dont have to read it.i just needed to get it out
<3