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I keep thinking of the past, so I'm going to make a list of everything I miss
~ CARINA. She was so lovely...I loved her to death...
~ Jme...
~ Donnie...
~ Feeling really, truly, loved.
~ Looking up to my dad.
~ Having straight A's.
~ Working as hard as I could no matter what.
~ Having no addictions.
~ Being skinny.
~ Vodka.
~ Respecting myself more.
~ Being able to say "no".
~ Truly believing in something.
~ Caring about everything and everyone.
~ Not being paranoid
~ Having no insecurities.
~ Having no enemies.
Some days it's not worth trying.
She get's SO sick of crying.
So what if you've got NOTHING to live for?
You've got nothing to DIE for either!