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This bond thing that humans try to do, 'bond', yeah, James Bond, right, bondage, all the right words but only sort of (because that's the most I've found them to be so far, 'mostly sort of'), well, I have never felt quite this primal. I think that's not entirely true. There was more of a 'want' involved before, where now there is only rage. It's awakened this primal rage, and I want to entirely bludgeon and then obliterate something. If this is what I 'needed' to 'prove' that I 'belong' by myself, then fine. I will feel better when I do something messily rageful with my rage.