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i really hope matt feels really bad for this decision he made about going out with amanda or whatever. i think he said im sorry at the wrestling match but i didnt really want to pay attention since i was in a good mood and i didnt want to ruin it since i knew i would be feeling like this later tonight anyway. when we were at mobil and my mom was getting something for my brother i just wanted to cry but i knew she would be concerned so i didnt. why would he treat me this way? does he not trust me, arent i his friend, dont we have trust in each other. can you tell that im just a confused little girl in love with somebody i shouldnt love? w/e im done complaining since nobody cares.