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i like the color purple..okayy maybe not. well i had to break up two people..aww its red and that reminds me of love...well i'm changing the color! baby blue is pretty. well on thursday i had to break up cody and brittani since she still likes will..omgosh i cant believe it but yeah i guess i cant do anything about it. i did cardio in gym and i ran/walked a mile point 16 er something like that. i wish i had a treadmill so i could lose weight but no i have to be fat..guh. w/e. well after school i watched the 7th grade girls b-ball game and they suck and i was just watching how ryan and kelsey are such a cute couple and they were like holding hands and it was soo adorable. friday at school went pretty fast i guess. in gym me and averi are partners and i can bench like 35 pds but i know i can do more and i can like lift 60-80 pounds with my calves..woot woot! on the bus i was really sad cuz gaven told me that we werent friends and i told tony that i was gunna cry cuz he was supposed to be on the bus but they got picked up =( at least gaven was happy but tony knows that gaven tears me apart and thats why im glad i can talk to him about it. well last night i was talking to ryan about like masturbation and stuff and i told him that i know something that likes him(which is me) but yeahh and he couldnt guess. well he told me that i had to break up with kelsey for him cuz he was scared she wouldnt wanna be friends er anything. er is my saying cuz i've been saying it alot. well he likes cassie vollrath and yeah. we started talking about me liking him and i told him in the beginning thats shes not perfect but he reminds me of like a guy me. its crazy. well i still like gaven but yeah like i said before he said some crazy stuff to me that just made me totally upset but oh well..im too good for him..wow that just like blew off my shoulders and i feel relieved! well today kelsey called and i told her and shes like are you serious and im like "would i be joking about this" and then she let me go. i felt so bad. yeah thats pretty much everything. i miss max and nick and GRANTIE!