This Much I Know Is True, That God Blessed The Broken Road That Led Me Straight To You
I'm am SO sick of myself.
I get my friends mad at me.
Its all my fault.
I do everything wrong.
I can never do anything right.
I hate being mad at my friends for what I've said. For what I've done. I hate walking by you and feeling dumb for what I've done. Realize that there is no "you doing something wrong". You did nothing wrong. I did EVERYTHING wrong.
My dad bitched at me, my mom, chris, lindsey, and joana for laughing about Jeremy being gay and it made me cry. My mom doesnt know how to deal with it and thats really the only way she can. I mean I have known his sexuality but my dad yelling at everybody is getting old. He was talking about its a way of life and that we can't do anything about it. I know that and I was laughing but he is very open with is sexuality. He laughs about him being gay, i don't understand why we cant. He kept saying that if Jeremy wanted Joana and Lindsey to know than he would've told them and not us. I don't know why Jeremy wouldn't want them to know seeing as Lindsey is his cousin and Joana is Lindsey's best friend. I mean I don't understand how he is so conceited when it comes to that. He can't even talk about it. I HATE it.
My Friday was definitely better than my Thursday BUT my Friday could've been better than what it was.