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i finally did it..i called my mom and told her i needed help...now..it took me over 2 hours to get to work today..i was so sick..there is no way i can start training on monday...not like i would keep the job anyway because they have to do a credit check..and my credit is fucked..so i lose the job..i am so sick...i am so tired of trying to fight this..i cant even leave the house anymore..my mother lsitened to me cry..she is making me go to the hospital..i promised her..i have to be sedated until i can get to see my dr back home...i cant work, i cant sleep..my headaches are getting worse...so im hoping to be put in some type of treatment centre for a couple months..something..anything...i cant even finish my degree...i have one more year left and i cant even do it...i need to get this fixed or im gonna end up dead....