Feb 11, 2006 02:50
Well, I realize that I havn't updated in a long time. Soo, here we go. Me and Tony have been in our apartment for a while now and I love it here, decoration wise it looks a lot better then I thought it would, well when it's clean at least. There's alllllllways someone staying the night or a ton of random people over til 6 er 7 in the morning, so it's never dull at least. Most everyones seen it already if ya haven't and wanna then call me and maybe we can hang out fer the day. Ended up celabating Winter-een-mas for the entire week that was fun, had xbox, ps2, dreamcast, super nintendo, gamecube , and this pacman joystick thing hooked up to a bunch of tvs in the living room all week......it was really fun I think......Got a new board game, spent a good amount of money on it......called HeroScape....I don't expect anyone to know what it is, its a game for losers.....but it's really really fun and I love playing it
Guess theres not to much left to say there.
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To All My Male Friends,
Ok guys, so I know I've messed up alot of our friendships. I'm really sorry for all the times that I've made you mad or depressed, I'm sorry for making you question so much and not being open with you. I'm sorry for all the times I've hit on you or anything of that sort,knowing nothing would come of it. I'm sorry for bothering you in any manner, for making you cry, for lieing, for making it so that you can't trust me. There's much that I really am sorry for, but I know sorry isn't enough. I know my recent actions have really hurt/pissed off/affected a few of you, and have more then likely distroyed our friendship. I know a few of you really want to hit me or scream at me, please do, it will get everything out and make you feel better. But I hope none of you will ever say you hate me. Call me any name you wish, scream, yell, destroy something of mine, tell everyone how stupid I was I don't care. Just please don't say you hate me. Even though things are really rough right now and you may not want to see me ever again, please don't hate me. I hope that through our friendships there was for one split second, a moment, when you were happy I was around or with you or felt some kind of connection and because of that you won't hate me. I hope. I truly am sorry, I don't expect sympathy, or forgivness or anything from any of you, you don't have to see me or speak to me again, just don't say you hate me please.
Sorry.....